MYRA

Come back to me..

2012-02-06T02:01:00.001+08:00

It's been two days since we fought. After that night, he kept on ignoring me, so I left the studio and went home. I knew he was guarding me home, at a distance as it was late.

However, its been two days and his Group's World Tour started. I really miss him.

We've never talked or seen each other for such a long time. It's driving me crazy! I can't bear this, and I fell sick for a few days. Mum had informed my school. In a situation like this, I wished he would hug me and keep me accompany.

As I was reading my book om my bed, as it was the only thing I can do at that point, the door opened. I wondered why Mum was home early.

' Hey.. may I come in? '

I nodded and folded my book. I was thankful that he was here that tears ran down my cheeks. He caught me crying and sat beside my bed, wiped my tears and kisses my forehead. Then, he whispered, ' I'm sorry... ' I wanted to say the same thing but I was speechless and another word from my mouth would make me burst into tears.

He startes explaining that he was afraid of stalkers, like what happened last year. It was bad. But, I told him, as long as he's here, I'll know I'm safe. He didn't believe that anymore since the last stalker who almost killed me.

He grabbed me and hugged me tight. ' I can't lose you anymore..' He whispered. I promised to him that I won't wonder on my own again, as that was what caused my almost-death. He smiled and pinch my cheek. ' Thank you .. ' and he helped me with a few of my studies that missed.......

Don't leave me again.

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Suffering. Sighs...

2012-02-04T00:46:00.001+08:00

TGIF? Nah, it means nothing but more work for me. And seriously I'm exhausted and stressed.

Earlier today, I went home early to clean a while before anyone gets home. Then left the house to meet him for a movie date. I needed a night out badly! Bought popcorn and he said , ' the sweetest popcorn could not be compared to your sweet face, ' and yea, my face was burning red. Well, watched ' Real Steel ' and find it really sweet and awesome ~

Walked home. Um, not exactly, we skipped, danced and also climbed thw railings, I mean, he climbed the railings, I didn't. He was acting cute all the way, every cute move he did made me smile. Sent me till my door as it was late. After a warm hug, he left.

' 40 mins.. ' A message from him stating the countdown till our skype session. Like we always do, since I got a new laptop. Washed my face and when I was applying my BB Cream, Mummy entered and asked me how was my day. This moment, I didnt know 40 mins was over and he is online, hearing everything. Convo was going on well, until.....

' My colleague's godson has loads of your pictures downloaded in his phone. Including his wallpaper~! Don't panic... ' My jaw dropped wide and hanging open like a big hippo. I was really in deep shock so Mum told me to calm down and kissed my forehead. This isn't something new, it happened quite a few times.

I was in daze that I didn't realise that the webcam session was off-ed and he flooded my chatbox with multiples of ' Studio nw~ ' and ' Meet me nw~ I'll pick u up in abt 10mins ! ' That made me panicked more knowing that he has heard all of those crap. I grabbed my jacket, beanie and headed straight for the door...

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No one else but you, baby.

2012-02-03T01:51:00.001+08:00

~ Another lonely day begun, and I was dreading to school from the Studio. Could'nt sleep well. Yawned a couple of times as I was sleepy, till lunch. I decided to walk through the garden as the other paths were jammed-packed with Freshmans. Oh why.

' Min Mi! Min Mi! ' I did'nt realise that someone called my name. As I was to walk further, a pair of familliar arms wrapped around me. I knew it was him.

'I'm really sorry to hurt you..' His words, his smile, his voice, I could'nt say no. Plus, I miss him so dearly. Oh boy.

After school ended, we went for ice-cream date with Ho and Micha~ But they wanna head to Studio so they left early. To kill time, I decided we should go to our treehouse playground since it's only the two of us. He agreed to it.

The treehouse, is a very special place for us, we could spend a whole night up there, talking and looking at the stars..

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Cold night.

2012-02-02T02:17:00.001+08:00

Laughing. Dancing. Singing. Great way to a start a new month indeed! Well, as well as serving community work to Nursing Homes. All memories will definitely be treasured...

Upon reaching school, my mind was all about my one and only baby. I missed him so much! And was sexcited to meet him, after he left me yesterday for his rehearsals...

A few minutes of waiting, a message came from him..

' I'm sorry... '

I knew it.

I could feel the change emotions in myself. I went home, alone, again. Did not update my twitter nor myspace. Figured that it did not even matter to him. Skipped dinner cause' I wasn't hungry and even if I was, I would have lost my appetite. Seriously, my house looked like a dumpster. A slum. I killed almost 3 creatures from the time I came home till' now, with a deo spray and most of my science notes. Oops.

I'm officially disgusted. A mixture of anger and sadness starts to build up. Any second now..Great..I lost it..Not only my science notes are gone, but my Textbooks are drenched with my tears...

I left my crib and headed for the studio. Rain poured as I walked along the streets. I guess it was just my luck. Looking at each window as I past them. Envying famillies having dinner together. I miss mine. Since then, my only source of pure laughter and happiness was my babes and especially, him. I guess he won't be anymore.

Reaching the studio, drenched, Mi-cha and Ho were still practicing their dance without the tiniest bit of distraction. Till I arrived. Micha was speechless to see me covered with soggy clothes and gave me a towel..

' Well, MiCha and I have known each other since middle school and we became the best of friends with totally different interests, except for one particular hobby, Dance...

Anyway, you'll be able to learn more about her as the story goes~

Now, Ho is a triple threat. He raps, sings and dances. Micha and Ho met at a Dance-off a few years ago and I guess it was love at a first sight. Truth is, they found love through dance. Sweet huh? '

Baby, at this point when I need you the most, you just dissapear. In thia cold night you left me alone. Kept me waiting. Come back to me. I want to be in your arms..

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Lights go on again..

2012-02-01T01:08:00.001+08:00

So, as usual, school was a bore. Everyone was basically zombie-fied. Poor thing. Lessons were dry and all the teachers do is yap yap and yap~

Finally during break time, we met at the garden, where there is no one else but us. Us, yes, only the two of us. Looking at his cheerful smile, I could'nt help but smile. His angelic look calmed my mind. I was in deep stress, indeed. I would'nt know what I'll do without him. Before lunch was over, we exchange thoughts about our day so far. Well, obviously mine sucked. I bet he knew it before I even spit a word. Like HELLO? I've twitted every detail about it. Pfft. He laughed at me everytime this happens. And when I asked him why, he laughed more and kept on telling me how cute I was when I freak out. Trust me, it's not even close to cute....

One thing I love about the afternoon lessons , they were surprissingly fast and furious. Oh hell yeah! Walking to the staircase, where he always wait for me, I realised he was'nt there. Strange, he is never late. It didn't matter, I was too focused on doing my Math assignments. Decided to sit on the stairs while doing them was in fact, a great idea. Weird but true.

It was almost an hour when I realise that he was still missing. Typical Math-geek like me would be too obssessed on Math. Checked my cell and I had 10 misscalls from him. Dang it. I was about to call when he called me and explained that he had to rush for rehearsals. I was incredibly sad. I just fake a happy tone and told him that 'it's alright', and I went home on my own.

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Far away, my love.

2012-01-31T01:57:00.001+08:00

I know I havent been updating. For hamster years already >< but, I just figured, I need a place, a space, a page, to pour my feelings out. Sighs. It's been a crazy time. I'm basically losing my life every single day! Well, hopefully this helps. Or not.

Right now. I cant sleep. Drowned deep in thoughts. Struggling to stay afloat but, I just can't. You know the feeling of wanting to have nothing to worry about in your entire life?

A non-stressful life. An impossible relationship with someone you love. Being a popular star in your country. A good education. Or even, being a good friend.

Yes, these things often appear in many complicated minds. And being clueless and lost really don't help much right? Same here..

I hope I am not a maniac chasing after impossible dreams.. Or maybe, just maybe, they are not impossible at all..?

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2011-07-03T21:23:00.002+08:00

hey guys, if you're wondering why i havent been updating for donkey years..
I've moved to www.myraaaxoxo.tumblr.com
yea~ really sorry for not updating..
Peace <3

big eyes

2010-10-21T18:46:00.002+08:00

" me, me, me..... "

Hello sweethearts ;

gosh, its been a long time since i've updated..( like seriously)
hahaha.

anw, EOY is over..got bad-to-worse results..

BLEAAAAAAHHH.

still, got promoted to sec 4NA..*winks*

thank you to d&t..

well, Tiara got promoted too! *giggles*

now, i'm praying hard for Fluffy......really.......*sighs*

somehow, i really feel that her "bestfriend" is to be blamed for this.

rapidly texting her during classes and tests, hanging out w her more..

*shrugs* it's unfair to Fluffy right? *rolls eyes*

currently trying to cheer her up..*smiles*

so, spend my day w Tiara at her crib..

did kereyzii stuffs..*laughs* and on her bed too..

okay, cut it myra...

*winks*

what happen to me?

2010-08-27T19:03:00.002+08:00

Hello tantrums and attitudes..

today, stayed back w Aecha and Izz for parkour.

well, ended up watching Teacher's Day rehearsals.

and yea, saw Bro Hafeez dancing to Michael Jackson.

then, reached crib around 4.30pm..

Daddy rang crib and i talked to him..

sighs; when is he coming back? it's been a long time..

really missed him..

........currently, just break-fast w Mummy, Ally and Afyque.

GOSH.

it's really weird w/0 Daddy..i meant, it's been almost a Month!

plus, when Mummy came back from work just now, she bursted at all of us..

cause we were all being soo lazy and selfish..

i felt bad, really did..

thinking of coming back late, almost everyday..

sighs; what should i do?

i could'nt say NO to my friends..especially to Aecha..

Aecha, on the other hand, is like a small kid..

would throw tantrums if you don't listen to what she wants..

*cries*

Mum is fluffed up w daddy for extending his overseas trip..

she also said that she wanted to run away if she could..

I'm stucked.

exams? i flopped, badly. WORST.

just a few minutes ago, checked my cell's bill, $102.41..

i don't know if i should stop using my adult-plan-cell..

all this stuffs, it's really unfair to me!

jumps to laptop

2010-08-24T15:53:00.002+08:00

".......working out"
Baby blogger!
sorry if i have been M.I.A for quite a long time..
well, i've been busy w COmmon Test and others; dance, singing and parkour..
yeapyeap.
so, anyway, latest updates..
i'm SICK.
my whole body is sore due to the dancing and parkour.
my singing is still bad cause of my sorethroat and blocked nose.
maybe lack of water due to Rhamadhan?
and yea, i guese that'll work.
hmm, my results?
i flunked Science, as usual.
improve Math a teeny weeny bit.
FAILED; English, Humanities, Math and Science
pretty much everything huh?
at least D&T is going great for me..i guese?
*twist*
okay, just a short update here peeps.
XOXO

dead dead Myra..

2010-08-10T14:43:00.002+08:00

Hello Dear Readers..
SORRY for not updating for sucha long long time..

well, i've been studying, a bunch.

and yea, Common Test is starting real soon..

teehee.

really hpe i'll pass all subs.*prays*

okay, got to go.

back to memorizing Social Studies' notes.

*hugs*

getting over it?

2010-08-03T20:29:00.003+08:00

" lollipop.. "
Hello happiness..
sorry if i've not been updating..
i've been busy w school and exams..
anw, school was "great"
i meant, the afternoon half of the day..
cried.
alot of loves tried to cheer me up..
Jamus, Faizah, Joel, Aecha and Yaasin..
really apprecite it, loves.
why was i crying? ain't important.
hmm, had Physic's IP, satyed back in class.
[ i did'nt know why i had the urge to hug Joel ]
but, i somehow did it..
well, i don't need any answers for sure..
now, i ain't gonna like "like" anyone.
i shall start looking at Joel as a friend.
instead of someone i like..
cause, i know it isn't worth it.
loving someone who does'nt love or like you?
*smiles*

get well soon, Myra...

2010-07-30T21:07:00.003+08:00

" Jeremy and Joel, joking around.. "

Hello friends..
curently beating my record of 100 tissues..
Teehee.
cause my rose is running like a tap!
anyway, did'nt attend school today, again..
had a very very very high fever the previous night..
alomost got brain damage.
and, that was that.
now, i'm alrighty, w a teeny weeny bit of fever, *smiles*
so, today, had a shock when i came home from the clinic..
why? why? why?
Aecha, Joel and Jeremy were technically in my crib!
i was like, *blush*
then, slcaked and laughed and laughed, and slacked..
until 1++pm, Joel and Jeremy went home..
me and Aecha send them 'till Limbnag Carpark..
then, watched SHINee's Hello Baby w Aecha..
actually, i was already watching it since 9++am..
got soo addicted to it!
Whoopsie.
i guese i typed too long?
toodles!

sick sick me..

2010-07-28T20:26:00.002+08:00

Hello medicines and blankets.

currently having Cheng Teng, that Mummy cooked for me..

very very yummy..*smiles*

so, didn't attend school today..*cries*

missed alot of happenings, and especially, my precious MATH TEST!

i've been looking forward to it..

well, there's another Math Test tomorrow, hope i'm okay..

if not, i'll miss TWO MATH TEST! *screams*

GOSH.

actually, woke up around 6.30am..

Daddy checked my temp. and said my fever went up..

hate to admit it, i wanted to go school..

hmm, so, went back to sleep..

woke up, daddy gave me medicine before going to work..

then, i sleep again, and wake up around 10++am..

received a video call from Fluffy..

everyone was there, i was touched..*big smiles*

Mummy brought me to clinic..

[ FAST FORWARD ]

from 2++pm to 5++pm..

all i did was, sleep, wake up and eat medicine, sleep, eat, and sleep again..

i guese i got drowsy because of the cough syrup..

hate syrup medicine, love tablets..

[ FAST FORWARD ]

can't wait to go to school tomorrow..

and, can't wait to see Fluffy's expression when i give her " that thing "..

*muacks*

weird wednesday..

2010-07-21T21:00:00.003+08:00

" reflection "
" Fluffy and Amy...old names... "

Hello loves.
currently fb-ing..
well, gonna post a short one here..
need to revise on my PERIBAHASA..
damn.
really need help..*sad*
wish me luck on understanding it, yea?
gosh.
today, school was very weird..
Other then the great Math test, it was un-great.
kept quiet almost throughout the day.
recess? didn't say much.
after dismissal, met Bro feez and Fluffy at MacD.
finally met Brother, whom i've missed alot.
well, he's still wacky^^
then, headed crib at 2pm..
[ FAST FORWARD ]
Aecha came to do homework.
ended up practicing our dances..
it was hip fun!
but, need practice more on my " RING DING DONG "..
[ FAST FORWARD ]
still upset w someone..
she stole my KEY!
as in, Kim Kibum Oppa! my darling from SHINee..
*melts*

point out my mistakes..

2010-07-20T19:04:00.002+08:00

Hey, cutestuffs..

currently fb-ing and waiting for Mummy to cook..

trying to be as patient as possible, cause i'm very hungry..*sad*

anyway, i have been on the lappy since 12.40++pm, after school..

well, school was fine..

kanchiong-ed during PE lesson..

then, the rest of the lessons, i was feeling soo sian..

[ FAST FORWARD ]

suddenly happy during recess..

filled the air w laughters and jokes with Fluffy..

then, lessons were such bores..*yawns*

got soo fluffed up..

during English period, Irfan was seducing every guy in the 1st and 2nd row!

well, what to do? *wonders*

i was waiting for 12.25pm, early dismissal..

but, when the bell rang, before i even stood up, i was almost alone..

w Irfan, Guan Guan, Marcus, Casper, Jun Jie and Sylves..

great ryte? *looks down*

Yaasin called me from outside, asking if i was going home..

so, me, Joel and Jeremy waited for him..

had chit chats w Faizah while waiting..

but somehow, Joel got very tired and went off w Jeremy..

and i was like, *blank* ..

at that moment, i had a mixture of feelings of, anger and sadness..

knowing that i'm gonna burst, i walked off..trying my best not to tear up..*sighs*

[ FAST FORWARD ]

now, recalling what happened today, i really felt soo neglected..

w she, w her, w them..and him..

even so, Irfan is the best brother i've ever had^^

2010-07-20T18:56:00.003+08:00

" poor Marcus... "
" Casper was trying his best to push Irfan away.. "

" look at Casper's expression, *heckcares* "

*MUACKS*

final decisions..

2010-07-20T00:07:00.002+08:00

Hello bloggy..

well, it's 12.09am..

and, i'm still up, watching 90210..*smiles*

anyway~~

school was kinda, rough..

totally trying to be happy and smiling..

but, failed..plus, could'nt force myself, ryte?

somehow, i felt lonely, again..

dear dear tried to cheer me up..

the whole day and afternoon..

then, immediately went crib after d&t..

while, still working on Syakirah's Birthday present..

saw Sylvestor around 7++pm at Limbang..*laughs*

basically, based on today's day in school..

i've never been "better"..

wondering when i would be myself..

back to where I've started..

2010-07-18T17:30:00.002+08:00

" Lee Taemin... "
Hello sweets and sours.
1stly, before i start on my usuals..
i'll wish Taemin a very Happy 17th Birthday^^
i'll wish you and your group, SHINee, the best of luck in everything.
RING DING DONG.

okay, so, today..
woke up around 6am, somehow, i just recalled what happened..
on 17 July 2010..
i've just realised that, i'm stupid, and blind..
technically.
i really should'nt have open my heart to him.
really shoud'nt have..
cause, like always, i got hurt..
why?
they just palyed w my feelings..
eventhough, being there for me was nice..
i just thought those were lies.
cried my eyes out.
but, dear told me, no guy is worth my tears.
i guese..
well, gonna be on my own, again..

tag replies..

2010-07-17T22:21:00.002+08:00

@Fluffy: HEE(: yupyup.

@Syakirah: thank you love..(:

@Ierah: I miss you too! well, when we met that day, its soo crazy!

@Venessa: Done^^

@Affia: Done sweety..

@Amani: Aww, soo sweet of you^^

Sorry for the late replies, i could'nt see my blog..

i ♥ you..

2010-07-17T21:38:00.002+08:00

" three darlings... "

Hello dear dear/s...
currently fb-ing and listening to K-pop..
again, again and again..
well, i'm addicted to them..
V . A . K
heehee, i'm in love w my fantasies..
cause, in reality, people just play w my heart..
now, i'm learning, learning to change my ways..
and, i hope this helps..
Fluffy is still trying to adapt w the improved me..
well, she kinda think its, too weird..
Heehee.
i love being this way..
wondering what isit?
ya'guys would find out soon enough, yea?

okay, really need to start on my Social Studies..
currently have no problem w Math..
and yea, English and Malay, average..
i'm really trying hard to understand both Science..
but, kept on forgeting after i've got it..
Ahaha.
guesed that's all, loves.
sweet dreams^^

would i survive?

2010-07-16T23:17:00.002+08:00

Hello blogger..
currently trying my best, not to shut my eyes..
so sleepy..
so, anyway, school was fine, just fine..
i was almost late, but made it..*smiles*
lessons were, Zzzzzzz...
well, except for d&t..
Miss Ng was on MC, so, Mr Loh reliefed our class..*big smiles*
seriously, i LOVE being his student...
Ahahaha.
so, learned how to blow-form..
[ FAST FORWARD ]
me and Syaf did'nt go for recess..
cause' we were too engrossed in our artefact..
...wanted to finish it soo badly!
accident! i got wood in my eye..*cries*
[ FAST FORWARD ]
got back to class and mood changed, cause' it was raining..
good weather to shui jiao..
[ FAST FORWARD ]
assembly was, embarrassing, frightening and funny!
ermm, does that even make sense?
well, me and Aisyah would still need to go up on stage..
for ML June Holidays Learning Journey..
gosh!
[ FAST FORWWARD ]
headed to gym with Fluffy..
for the first time, we worked out like char bo, in a short time..
weird or what?
[ FAST FORWARD ]
went to YTP with Brother and Amani..
around 8++pm..
bought " shaved ice " ..yummy!
walked back to crib..
now, waiting for Mummy and Daddy to arrive..*sighs*

i love you, and i still do..

being strong for myself..

2010-07-14T20:03:00.002+08:00

" there's alot of unspoken words behind that smile... "

Hello.

currently having silent cries in myself.

thinking of what to do, what's right..

anyway, today, school was rough..

as usual, lessons were a bore..*sighs*

Joel has been absent for two days, due to his sprained ankle..

well, it got worse today..*sad*

really really really miss him alot..

plus, i've been feeling very lonely..

covered my burdens and problems..*cries*

wished that i can share it..

but, others have their own problem..

tomorrow would be another day of " loneliness "..

when i need you, you weren't there.

2010-07-12T23:10:00.000+08:00

TODAY
SUCKS

ME?

i guese..

unbelievable thoughts.

2010-07-11T15:57:00.002+08:00

" a troubled girl.. "

Hello world and planets.
i'm just gonna make this short..
well, i've been thinking alot lately..
and, i guese i should speak up..
here it goes.
when i'm too kind, people took advantage of me..
but what if i ain't kind anymore?
when i'm too friendly, people tend to hate me..
but what if i ain't friendly?
when i've always think positively, people thought i'm weird..
but what if i'm always thinking negatively?
or, when i open my heart to him, he just ignores me..
would i rather be a bitch?
[which is a totally opposie side of me]
sometimes, i've felt, i ain't ready to face all these..
i'm scared..
i've never hated people, but, they do..
i've never ever lost any friends,
but somehow, that statement ain't true no more.
i've been sticking a smile on my face..
does that even matter to you?
maybe, i should be the opposite of what i am now..
think about it, my friends..

change or stay?

burdened...

2010-07-09T20:51:00.002+08:00

" Haywire by 09..turned Geek by 10 "

" full of geekiness. "

" Joel trying to blow the origami, cute eyh? "

" Mummy's Office Toilet.. "

" Gym Toilet.. "

Hello tears and sore eyes.

currently chatting with Ahcet and Yaji..

sorry if i haven't been updating..

can only use lappy on Fridays..*smiles*

anyway, i shall recap on what i did..

on Thursday, had service learning at Hong Kah Old Folks Home..

being in CG's group was the bomb! *laughs*

well, it was rough at first, and yes, i cried..

but then, it got better on the second half..

with games and songs..and dance! *big smiles*

it was soo fun until i did'nt recalled tat i had stage fright..

but, with Kor Irfan, CG, Sylves and others around, i felt brave..

and yea, the song " We are the world ", will always remind me of that day..

[ FAST FORWARD ]

went to Food Culture with Yaasin, Jeremy, Joel, Denise and more..

got dissapointed with [ blank ] .

so, walked with Yaasin and Jeremy.

we cheered each other up..*big smiles*

they send me to Mummy's Office and headed off..

[ FAST FORWARD ]

smsed Jeremy until i reached crib..

and, i was missing Joel alot..weird but true..

okay, today, school was " urgh ".

something just pisses me after recess..

tried to control my anger, but, it turned into tears, as always..

told'ya i'm weird..

then, English lesson was very cheery..

[ FAST FORWARD ]

headed to gym w Tiara, Aecha and Fluffy..

actually asked Joel and Jeremy to wait,but, he was tired..

no biggy.. at gym, worked out like char bo..now, i'm still in 50-53kg..*wonders*

[ FAST FORWARD ]

donno why, i badly missed Joel, and decided to drop by..

Fluffy and I missed Pinky, and so, that did it..

[ FAST FORWARD ]

me and Aecha slacked at his crib until 4++pm..

at times, accidently mentioned [ blank ]'s name..

and i hushed Aecha when she wanted to say it..

then, Joel got pissed w Tanya, and he went down to play badminton.

at that moment, I felt soo bad..

went to find Tanya, to try to talk to her..

found her and maid in kitchen..paiseyed, i pretend to wash hand..*blush*

[ FAST FORWARD ]

Aecha was bursting w flames on Tanya, so, i quickly pulled her out..

then, walked back w her..* sighs *

seeing Joel at the void deck, looked so upset, you know, i nearly hugged him..

[ FAST FORWARD]

reached crib..got pissed w Mummy cause she asked me come out from bathroom.

and my hair was still w shampoo..

then, Tiara came, chatted inside my room, w me wearing towel..

[ FAST FORWARD ]

now, using lappy..

upset, disheartened, troubled, helplessed..

i really need someone to talk to tonight..

i guese it's just me and you, blog..

maybe, guys are all the same..

updates.

2010-07-05T17:22:00.005+08:00

" half of the Karaoke room. "

" the BBQ Pit and garden "

" front view of the whole house "

" the inside view "

" the address "

" Myra and Lyah at Karaoke room "

" Afyque and Ahcet playing Left 4 Dead 2 "

Hello goodgirls and goodboys.

currently smsing Aecha and watching more L4D2.*smiles*

well, missed playing it already.

i meant, who does'nt?
after 2 days and nights of playing it comtinuously.

Heh.

overall, had a lot of fun at that crib.

and yea, planning my sweet 16 too.*smiles*

so, headed to Pasir Ris around 7++pm.
reached and ate dinner..
followed by massive L4D2 and karaokeing in the "big" room.

and then, slept at 3am..
while most of them slept at, 6++am..
a few didn't slept at all..until everyone woke up, their time to sleep..

then, after breakfast, ran up and down the stairs for nothing.

then, played L4D2 with Brother.

Ahcet woke up and joined us..

since there were 5 dirty cars parked outside, we decided to wash them.

i meant, not outsiders cars, our cars..*big smiles*

well, they did..i karaoked with Ahcet and sister..

[ FAST FORWARD ]

packed our stuffs and headed off to crib..*deep sighs*

then, went out for dinner at Greenrigde Banquet..

reached crib, used laptop..

[ FAST FORWARD ]

sms Joel, cause i miss him, soo much!

slept around 12.08am..
woke up at 12.58pm?

cause i was soo tired..

okay, i guese that's all..

i love Seung Ri.

girls night out!

2010-07-01T14:58:00.002+08:00

Hello popcorns and cameras.

currently watchng teevee..
well, gonna pom pom soon and get ready..

why?

going out w babes!
ranging from 14 to 52..*laughs*

OLD Clique: Mummy, Unty Nazia, Unty Juli, Unty Nadya and Unty Jamilah..
CUTE Clique: Me, Tiara and Nawarrah..*big smiles*

will be watching Eclipse at Lot 1 ! *screams*

really can't wait..

ANYWAY, school was, dreading..
i have lack of sleep..*puppy face*

i don't know why, it's like, my brain is prgrammed to make my body sleep late..
sigh..

so, the only lessons i "woke-up", was Math and CE..
and shit, me and Irfan are the class mascots..*looks down*

hmms, i think, by doing this, i can bond back w brother..*smiles*

at the same time, felt soo guilty..
cause, Joel was superbly emo, and i did'nt talk to him..*sad*

i feel that i'm being unfair to him..
i mean, when i'm sad, he would cheer me uop no matter what..
but, i did'nt to the same to him..

soo sorry darling..

a sms that Joel sent yesterday which cheer me up:
Roses are red,
Violets are blue,
Nothing loves me,
Like I love you....

what's got into me?

2010-06-29T18:32:00.002+08:00

Hello peace and war.
currently fb-ing and try'na cool myself down..
FYI, i've been trying since i came back from school..

*sighs*

i don't know what's got into me, anger? sadness?

it sarks to feel this way!
well, it started after PE, during recess..
i meant, i felt very weird..

[ FAST FORWARD ]

tried to laugh and smile, but all are fakes..
eventhough Tiara was telling us about her EX..
it was funny, but, i just plunge a laugh..
after recess, was Geography, dreading..
reminded me of the disgusting Social Studies lesson..*shivers*

Jeremy made me laugh a couple of times eventhough he was annoying..

and yea, i was sort of pissed with Athirah..
she tried to paste a "note" on my back..
but, by smacking the note on my back many times..
the note would just fall, and in the end, i'm in pain..

i became soo moody since then..
[ FAST FORWARD ]

during Physics, tried not to show my mood..

faked smiles, and laughs..

[ FAST FORWARD ]

i felt bad..

cause Joel tried to make me laugh by tickling me and stuffs..

*sighs*

i was just soo pissed! *groans*

fuck off..

back to posting pictures^^

2010-06-28T19:29:00.006+08:00

" Tiara's flower.. "

" it's been a long time since i camwhored.. "

Hello flashes and and USB cables..
currently fb-ing and looking through Math Paper..
well, there's a Math Test on Circles tomorrow..*smiles*

and yes, i'm back to my favourite subject, Math!
Heh.
anyway, today's been great..
woke up at 6.45am, slept exactly at 3.ooam, cause smsed Joel..
okay, except that, i think, he did'nt sleep..*wonders*

so, after pom pom and ate chewy bar..
while waiting for Amani, i played lappy for a while..
until Mummy came back from sending brother, cause Daddy's still overseas..
then, headed off to school with Amani..*big smiles*

[ FAST FORWARD ]

reached school and walked with Shake2 and Serene..
carried the heavy newspaper for the class..
[ FAST FORWARD ]

realised that the t-table changed..

so, 1st period was Physics, got a big big hug from Tiara! *huggies*

followed by Math..sat beside Kor and Fluffy..

Chemistry and recess..
[ FAST FORWARD ]

me[ bijjaru ] aisyah[ samgyupsal ] faiqah[ shabu shabu ]

we were dissapointed with bushintang..*winks*

so, Fluffy was upset, me and Aisyah went after her..
talked and talked..
[ FAST FORWARD ]

Aisyah had to go for NPCC training, so, Joel made me laugh throughout the day..

missed laughing in class with him, ALOT! *laughs*

[ FAST FORWARD ]

Malay was slacking..
Botak basically told us about his experience to Universal Studios Singapore..
more laughters..and then off to my crib cause me, Tiara and more, poned Aesthetics..
[ FAST FORWARD ]

slacked with Fluffy at crib, with lappy..

okay, kena scolding by Daddy for not going class..*looks down*

he's coming back tomorrow..

okay, this is supa long! *laughs*

my hair is growing fast! wowweee!

ps: please comment on what you think of my photos at FB, dear viewers..
please and thank you *winks*

the babbling starts tomorrow..

2010-06-27T21:34:00.002+08:00

" Naditya, sleeping.. "

Hello books and whiteboards..
currently, recalling about my day today..
well, woke up around 12.39pm..

[ i was fasting ]

then, i realise, i did'nt took my pre-dawn meal..
but, with perseverence, i just fast..
[ FAST FORWARD ]

after pom pom, i started to decorate my Physic's assignment..
followed by Social Studies..suddenly wanted to do..
then, Mummy blast a few songs from YouTube..
the whole family sang along..well, except for Daddy, in Bangkok..
i did'nt feel the urge to eat or drink at all!
so, beofre afternoon prayer, around 6++pm..
i went to get my ambitions..
then, i realised, i was still on red light..*sighs*

with that, i ended my fast and ate instead..*smiles*

attacked lappy when Mummy went to pray..since i can't..
[ that's an advantage if you're on red light ]

anyway, according to Mummy, i was'nt sick after 1.00am..
and she asked, " who ae you worried about? "

i just said, " Naditya "..well, anything could happen to him ya'know..
and, smsed Joel yesterday, he was sick..*sad*

cause of that too, i was not sick..
somehow true, when i'm worried about others..
i became strong for them..weird ryte? *wonders*

hmms, i'm one of a kind..Mummy said..*laughs*

okay, so, tomorrow school starts! *claps*

get to see my babes! with that i would get hugs! *shrieks*

get to see my deary juniors, kenna pinch and hug..*ouches*

and yea, get to see my Kor(s) and, especially Joel..
missed laughing to his jokes..
sigh, sometimes, i think we're aren't that close..
or, its just my thoughts?

i miss 3G!

packed Saturday..

2010-06-26T22:11:00.002+08:00

Hello outside world.
currently watching Bigbang Parody and talking to Tiara..
gosh! she's finally single! free from that bustard asshole!
oops, i mean, FARKER! *smiles*

anyway, today was soo fun!
well, it goes like this..\Paikia and Aecha rang me in the morning,

but i was too sleepy to answer *points toungue*
woke up near 12pm, cause i slept exactly at 2.06am..

met Paikia at my window, with my PJ pants and singlet..
planned on what to do today..

pom pom, breakfast, and used lappy..
[ FAST FORWARD ]

after praying, i got ready and went off to meet them at CCK Complex..

okay, Mummy asked my maid to accompany me there,
holding the umbrella on top of my head..
and everyone was like....*stares*

embarrassing..
reached complex, the person there said cannot rent dance studio..
so, walked to Yew Tee CC, passing Yaasin's and Sylvestor's crib..
[ FAST FORWARD ]

reached Yew Tee CC, the receptionist said that the dance studio cost $85.60/hour.
we were like, " what the fark? "
so, survey the whole CC, trying to break in the fabulous dance studio..
but failed..
so, ended up at the staircase area..
at first, neither Aecha nor Paikia was excited to start practice..
but, i just started singing, and everyone was in the mood..*smiles*

so, ended up with tons and tons of videos of us singing and acting in IPhone..
most acts were for the parody..*big smiles*

[ FAST FORWARD ]

went to Uncle Oz's crib, to send a few things for his baby, Naditya..
reached there around 6.15pm..
Nanda was like, " HI " !
then, i went in the room for Naditya, i mean, he's not even 1 month old..
cute ryte? * shrieks *

but, Naditya was sick, with cough..
i was sitting beside the playpan when he suddenly cough and cry..
i felt like crying seeing him suffering..*sad*

seriously, i hate to see people in pain, especially babies..
tried not to cry, cause i already cried for MJ yesterday night..
Uncle Oz asked me to take his cough away by being near to him..
its like, germs passing..
so, i did, cause i pity Naditya soo much!

and yea, brought Nanda back to crib and he's currently playing w IPhone..
now, i feel soo dizzy..

Mummy say i took too much of Naditya's sickness..

damn, i was thinking of fasting tomorrow..
hopefully i can..

or maybe i miss you too much..

love, scars.

2010-06-25T19:52:00.002+08:00

Hello my sweet lover.
currently upset with Mummy, but at the same time, proud..
cause' she brought my 1 whole cheesecake to work..
and guese what? none was left, it's clean and gone..
but, but, but, but! the whole office said that, it was sooo good..*big smiles*
anyway, today, woken up by a loud thunder..*gasps*
then, around 9.55am, Faizah and Maria shouted my name at my window..
[ FAST FORWARD ]
after pom pom, waited for Maria and Faizah to arrive at my crib..
to do their Social Studies project and Physics..
[ FAST FORWARD ]

Maria left around 12.15pm, to go for choir pratice..
Faizah stayed to do her Physics..so did I..
[ FAST FORWARD ]
okay, now, Mummy and Daddy talking about the opposite sex's , ehem..
i just kept on laughing..

got to go, gotta ring somebody..*smiles*

i mean, conference ring...

heartbreaker..

never thought of being an artist..

2010-06-24T21:22:00.002+08:00

" music in my heart "

Hello microphones and dance studios..

currently, on the line with Aecha..talking about her singing..

well, no offence, my ear really hurts due to the different pitching..*groans*

anyway, she's improving by 0.1%, seriously..
so, as we're talking about the audition..
she does make a few selling points about not going for it..
like, leaving your parents..for a very long time..
but, its my dream..that is not coming true..

okay, enough about that..

today, Aecha came to my crib around 4++pm..for singing practices

she left around 6pm..
[ FAST FORWARD ]

Pai came around 8++pm, after her KPTT training..

poor thing, she looked soo tired..preparing for CFN'10 ..

and, according to her, its soo grand! *big smiles*

[ FAST FORWARD ]

Pai said she saw Joel in school..

well, asked her if he was happy..and he is..*smiles*

i guese yesterday didnt really mean anything huh?

i should have guesed..

good luck in the audition, Myra..

baker in the crib!

2010-06-23T23:29:00.002+08:00

Hello mixer and recipes..

currently watching 90210 on teevee..*smiles*

well, i've been disheartened today..

i mean, Paikia came to my crib..

after lunch and my delicious blueberry cheesecake, we watched bigbang parody..

then, hanged out and watched Percy Jackson halfway..

cause, she left around 430pm..*wonders*

then, pom pom and used IPhone..

started with 2nd session of cheesecake..Mummy's orders..

the best part, i got the ingredients right, better then the 1st one..

the bad part..due to my mixer and oven, my whole crib blacked out..

not once, not twice, but, THRICE ! *looks down*

and the worst part, my mixer broke down and i had to use the wisk..

and stir the ingredients MANUALLY..*cries*

sigh..told Mummy to get me another mixer..

without it, i can no longer bake..*cries*

i think i should stop talking about it..

well, kinda waiting for YG Entertainment's details about the audition..

hey, i know i can be insane..

but, think about it, if i get selected, i can go to South Korea..

after thinking about, leaving my family, friends and crib..

i guese i should audition for fun..*crook smile*

okay, i should go to sleep now..

imagine the possibility of becoming a star..

i miss a guy named Joel..

school holidays ending !

2010-06-22T13:03:00.002+08:00

Hello pillows and boasters.

currently on fb..

well, feeling guilty about yesterday night..

cause' i was on the phone with Joel, Aisyah and Paikia..

then, immediately shut my cell cause' Daddy took it, *sad*

soo sorry guys..

[ SUNDAY ]

after visiting Uncle Oz and Untie Sara's crib, headed to JP..

ate lunch and head to crib to get NTUC card and vouchers..

aim of day, to go grocery store..

well, in the car, my siblings and me fell asleep as the journey was long..

when we woke up, we were at Sentosa's gateway ! *shocks*

arrived at US, and each of our reactions were priceless..

so, Mummy bought the tickets while Daddy and my siblings took pictures..

after the Hershey's shop, we went in US..

and was like, WOW !

Aliah was soo shocked until she cried, cute ryte?*smiles*

well, walked here and there, smile here and there..

[ FAST FORWARD ]

was keeping my eye to spot my cousin, whom i ever stead with..

but, i did'nt count him as my ex..

okay, my point is, he works there..as what?

the person who stamps a visitor's entry and exit ticket..

so, after we broke up, we RARELY talk..

so, it was very awkward..

[ YESTERDAY ]

nothing much..slacked at crib with Aisyah..

ouh ya, watched Bigbang Parody..

and discush, about our " Parody" together..

if you wanna know how our Parody's gonna look like..

watch, Bigbang Parody, Beethoven Virus..

the characters,

Paikia: TOP, Aisyah: G-Dragon, Myra: Seung Ri, Tiara: Taeyang, Mairah: Daesung..

it's gonna be fun! and embarrassing..

okay, so, at night, Daddy brought us to Lot 1..

so, i was soo upset, and waited for Joel to come back..

then, private number rang my cell..

when i heard his voice, i was sooo happy ! *smiles*

wanted to scream but, Mummy would think i go gaga..

[ FAST FORWARD ]

well, tried to use my sarcasm to tell him i missed him..

i guese it worked? *big smiles*

okie dokie, that's all..

noodles !

countdown to school reopens..6 Days

finally alive..

2010-06-20T02:45:00.003+08:00

Hello screen.
currently watching Flight 93 with family..
and, missing Joel, too much i guese?

Joel's on vacation with his family for 3 days..

wowee, that's "great" ryte?
well, today, my cell vibrates less, awkward..
yesterday midnight, could'nt sleep..
waited for anyone to ring me..
until 2++am, Paikia rang me, suddenly..
i thought, something bad might had happen..*shocked*
but, she claims that her Daddy haven't come back from work..
so, we talktalk until 4.16am..
then, slept like an *oink* .
woke up around 12.30pm and smsed her.
[ FAST FORWARD ]
used the computer and laptop at the same time, for some reasons.
then, Mummy decided to go to Universal Studios (US), at night..
so, we planned and got ready..
but, due to the attractive ness of Lady Gaga's videos, we went out late..
so, ended up having dinner at Pastamania, Northpoint..
where we passed Bottle Tree Park, memories of sec3 camp just brightens me..
[ FAST FORWARD ]
we clashed with my old kindergarten friend, Yaasin's and Azizi's friend too..
and, boy, he's soo tall ! *laughs*
chatted for a while and headed seperate ways..

[ FAST FORWARD ]

reached crib and quickly prayed..

and off to Facebook Land, where i found Bro Irfan and Guan's posts..

got soo touched by Bro Irfan..*big smiles*

don''t wanna be in love..

computer day..

2010-06-16T20:46:00.002+08:00

Hello mouse and keyboards.

currently on fb and smsing Luqman..

well, we've webcammed from 2++pm to 7++pm..

Ahaha, and thats really a long time..*big smiles*

so, today, woke up around 1++pm, pom pom and webcammed..

while on webcam, watched Asylmu 626 , The House and Lion King..

it was bombastic! *laughs*

recalled alot of the scripts with Mummy..*smiles*

if you're wondering how?

Lion King has been the best movie i've always watch throughout my childhood..

..and, i've always watch it with Mummy..

especially when she ain't working today..

OKAY, let's recall what happen yesterday..

[ YESTERDAY ]

woke up around 9++am..

Nadhirah's morning text, saying, Good Morning..I Love you..

sweet ryte? i know..

then pom pomed and got ready..

around 12.30am, met Faizah, Pai and Syah at Yew Tee Mrt..

[ FAST FORWARD ]

alighted at Eunos at took double decker bus to ECP..

i was soo excited as it has been a long time since i ride a double deck..

[ FAST FORWARD ]

rent 2 single bikes and one double bike, cause Syah dunno how ride bicycle..

and who has to control the double bike?

you're right, its me..cause Faizah and Pai dunno how to..

[ FAST FORWARD ]

around 500pm, headed seperate ways..

me, Faizah and Syah while Pai, Athirah, Nadhirah and Ummairah..

then, we re-meet with Ahcet and his friend, as he showed me the way to downtown..

reached around 6++pm..

[ FAST FORWARD ]

met Bro Irfan and Kor Casper at entrance of chalet..

then met the rest of our classmates and slacked..

talk here, shout there, laugh here, emo there..

some sort like that..

had my dinner served by my brother Irfan..

isn't he the sweetest brother? *big smiles*

then, he feed me one spoon of rice..*laughs*

[ FAST FORWARD ]

played games with, Duncan, Joel, Kenneth, Faizah and Syah..

laughed our asses out! then, took pictures..

me and Faiqah bought our " wine "..

and drank it with some of our classmates who die die want it..

[ FAST FORWARD ]

around 10pm, after taking photo with my two brothers..

me, Pai, Athirah, Wan, Mairah, Yaasin and Joel, headed off..

took bus to Pasir Ris Interchange, when actually we can walk..

Joel made me laugh all the way out..

i was soo happy, cause, i missed him alot..

then, in MRT, we conquer one whole cabin..

sitting position in a row: Pai, Athirah, Wan, Mairah, Myra, Joel and Yaasin..

swee swee 7 people..*big smiles*

[ FAST FORWARD ]

me, Joel and Yaasin stopped at Yew Tee while the rest at Choa Chu Kang..

then, the two boys bought burgers and we walked towards our cribs...

dunno how or why, Joel was superbly duperbly high!

he ran like siao and jumped up and down like what..

i just laughed, and a bit worried too..

then, splitted into 2..Joel reached his crib while i continued to walk with Yaasin.

talking about homeworks, ugh..

after reaching his crib, i started walking fast which turned into a run..

and all the way, i ran back to my crib..

saw Irfan's brother and a few of my seniors..

reached crib around 11.50pm..

Daddy was online with brother..webcamming from KL..

so, talked to him and ate and pom pomed..

sms Joel, cause started to miss him again..

and lastly, went off to an uncomfortable sleep..

got kicked by my siblings..*sad*

okay, this is sucha long post !

more than words..

2010-06-14T22:38:00.002+08:00

" sweet huh? "

hello "i love you's" and "i miss you's"..

currently, waiting for Mumm to log out from my FB account.

well, she's harvesting my FarmVille..

so, today, nothing much though..stayed at crib the whole day..

tomorrow, going to ECP with Paikia, Aecha and Faizah..

then, off to Pasir Ris, for bbq and chalet..*big smiles*

really can't wait though..*screams*

i meant, soo long never meet my cliques..miss them soo much!

sadly, neither Daddy or Mummy can pick me up after that..*sad*

Daddy is overseas while Mummy cannot pick me up, cause Daddy using the car..

well, just my luck, i suppose..

anyway, these days..i kept thinking of, relationships..

i don't know why..

everyday, i miss being unable to think of love..

but now, my heart felt like it is taken..*sighs*

as i ever said before..

some guys, left me when i open my heart to them..

they really did..*looks down*

don't kidnap my heart if you want to cheat it..

teary eyes..

2010-06-12T15:07:00.004+08:00

Hello tears and tissues..

currently waiting for Mummy to get out from the toilet..

i really need to pom pom..*smiles*

but, had breakfast already.

Ahahaha..

okay, yesterday, was KSB Concert at Victoria Concert Hall.

got my fringe cut and i cried cause it sucks..*sad*

went crib, quickly got ready and realise my fringe was nice..*big smiles*

met Faizah at Yew Tee MRT around 4.45pm and headed off..

around 5.30pm, reached City Hall and window-shopped for a while..

then decided to head to VCH..*big smiles*

walked around Esplanade and Merlion..

soon, realised that we're in the middle of nowhere..*wonders*

walked to Raffles City and searched for VCH..no luck

then, there's this one kind lady who showed us the way..*laughs*

reached VCH, saw Bro Irfan and cliques..

took pictures with Faizah and decided to go in..
sat at the 1st level at first but, too low..wso, sat at 2nd level, just nice..

[ FAST FORWARD ]

show started..

the first half or the show was dreading, man...

me and Faizah felt like sleeping..

then, 2o mins interval, i walked around the hall looking for Joel..

finally saw him, sitting on his friend..*laughs*

show resume, we we're freshened..

especially during the " tribute to Michael Jackson "..*big smiles*

[ FAST FORWARD ]

after the show ended with Bad Romance by Lady Gaga, headed downstairs..

met up with Faizah's sister and friends..

smsed Joel, wanted to meet him, but, he replied late..

i was already on the way to the MRT..

[ FAST FORWARD ]

arrived at Farrer Park at 10.15pm..

waited for Mummy and friends..

had dinner and stuffs..*yawns*

reached crib around 12.14am..*looks down*

one of my contact lens flow down the sink! *cries*

slept at 3am..don't know why..

today, i guese i'll be slacking at crib..

terribly missing you..

2010-06-07T23:53:00.002+08:00

" albatrooss's camwhoring at my crib "

" my 9-years-best-friend "

Hello my dearest bloggy.
currently stressing out on assignments, badly..

anyway, back from Bintan Island last Friday, and gosh, miss you alot..

so, here's a simple re-cap on what was done there..

Day 1:
woke up, got ready, Mummy and Daddy drove me there..

around 8++am, reached immediately after the rest reached..

waited for ferry while talking with Paikia and took pictures..

[ FAST FORWARD ]

arrived at Bintan Island, splitted into two groups & went up the tour bus provided..

toured around the city, took pictures and " admire " the place..

went to Museum, then had a " funny " lunch..

sat with Syah, Shake and the rest of the boys, did'nt notice we're the only girls..
basically, we kept insulting Yaasin's curly hair..*laughs*

then, took small boat to another Island, to see a Mosque made of white eggs..

the boat ride made me sleepy somehow..*yawns*

so, toured around the Island, cemetery and villages..*shivers*

me and Syah saw two chickens farking! *laughs*

we were soo tired and begged to check-in the hotel, and Mr Zainal agreed..

[ FAST FORWARD ]

i shared a room with Syah, at the 1st level, same as, Wan and Syaf 's room..
so, we were going to each other's room while our partners bathed..

well, the three of us bathed except for Syah..

then, around 7.30pm, gathered at lobby and had bouffet dinner at hotel..

soon, gathered at the lounge and sang along w the performers..*smiles*

around 9pm, went to the Minimart, opp hotel..

we had fun, just by crossing the road, chaotic man!

then, Mr Zainal gave us 15mins to shop, and i was like, are you kidding me??

so, me and Syah ended up with two tops each..and tidbits..

[ FAST FORWARD ]

tried our clothes went we entered our room..and walked a runaway..*laughs*

called Shake and Haziqah's room to come to our's at 10pm..

so, when they arrive, almost kenna caught by Mr Zainal, who sleeps next door..

then, Wan and Syaf came and we watched Drop Dead Diva nad Kung Fu Panda..

[ FAST FORWARD ]

at last, me and Syah were stucked at WanH and Solihin's connecting room..

until 4++am, Luqman send us to our room and Syah slept while i stayed up..

Day 2:

woke up and quickly bathed, cause we're almost late..

luckily we packed our bags in the morning..

so, dragged ourselfs to move..we were like pandas

so, after breakfast, while waiting for teachers..

me and Syah slept at the lobby..*big smiles*

around 20minutes later, headed to Bintan Radio Station..

[ FAST FORWARD ]

went shopping..and headed to Singapore around 7++pm..

reached school around 8pm and Paikia greeted us there..*touched*

so, today, nothing much..had IP and went to Lot 1 with Paikia and Amalina..

met Mummy and headed back to crib..

at night, sms Joel and got moody cause of something..

cried and cried..
so, that's all..

Mummy kissed me, awww...

one day trip..

2010-06-02T20:15:00.002+08:00

" tanah merah ferry terminal "

Hello luggages and bags.

currently thinking about what i've missed in my packing list..*wonders*

anyway, today, woke up around 8++am..

pom pom-ed and still sleepy, cause talked on cells with Joel until 2.00am..

Paikia came and we made subways..*big smiles*

ate while watching Sesame Street..and realised it was 10am!

chiong to school and alot of people say Miss V havent come..

waited....then, had Math IP with Miss V at 4H classroom..

[ FAST FORWARD ]

went to YTP with Paikia, Faizah and Keli..

me and Paikia went window-shopping while they went to MacD for lunch..

walked around the Pasar Malam and Paikia bought us bottle cokes, thanks love.

i meant, she LOVES to blanja me..and i'm soo touched..*smiles*

so, she also bought us friendship-bands-with-our-names-on-it..

then, meet Faizah and Keli at MacD and slacked for a while..

that's when, Keli accidently DROP my cell..

and i was like, * staring at cell with my jaw dropped *

well, it ALWAYS happens..

a few minutes later, headed to Faizah's crib, something happened along the way..

we saw a cat which looked funny, the stomach was moving rapidly up and down.

Faizah said that it wanted to give birth..

suddenly, it vomitted! *shivers*

and i went like, " EWwwwwww! Aaaahhhh! "

while Faizah was laughing like nothing happened..

until we reach her crib, i was still disgusted..

ate some food at her crib and watched a few shows..

[ FAST FORWARD ]

smsed Mummy that i was on the way to cribby.

and walked exactly 15 minutes until my doorstep..coolio-zay?

then, slept for 10 minutes, pom pom-ed and prayed..

until now, still packing while using the computer..

tonight have to sleep early, and ya, will be gone for a day..*laughs*

gonna update on Friday, maybe..

toodle noodles! *waves*

gonna miss you, for a day..

be happy..

2010-06-02T00:49:00.002+08:00

Hello smiles and laughters.

currently alone in my living room..

i mean, it's like 1.02am..

so, today, nothing much, woke up around 10++am..

pom pom and went to MacD with Syah, after her AMath..

then, headed to my crib and discussed about SS project..

well, i haven't done any research, yet..

it's very late ya'know..

plus, i'm bored and tired.

tomorrow, having Math IP with Miss V.*smiles*

anyway, smsed the rest about the IP tomorrow..

gosh, how am i suppose to forget you when you kept appearing in my life, boy..

tell me how? *sighs*

after IP, maybe going for Magnum with Paikia..*big smiles*

and yah, soo sorry Joel, didn't realise you called..

i was watching Iron Man with Daddy..

call me if you're awake(:

goodnyte people..

boy, i just can't forget you.

packed-unperfect-holiday

2010-05-31T22:30:00.003+08:00

hello flights.

currently wondering about some stuff, mostly homeworks..

i mean, there are like, too many homeworks and projects!

geesh. i feel like, throwing them out of my window..which i can't =.="

so, today, had Chemistry Ip around 1.00pm..

woke up at 11.11am, pom pom veli fast cause Syah arrived at my crib..

gave her holiday assignments and report book..

ate breakfast at Myra's Subs..*smiles*

chit chat here and there, got ready and headed to school..

[ FAST FORWARD ]

reached container c7, Miss Tan was revising on chemical equations..

i sat beside Ketot and infront of Joel and on the right was nobody..

along the revisions, i realised someone was throwing erasers at my head..

like i've guesed, who would do that, except for Joel, ryte?*laughs*

flicked him, and it was a hard flick, i was amazed by myself..

then, labeled, CPG, CrazyPajamasGirl by Casserper..

IP ended, walked with Joel to green table and headed seperate ways..

me and Syah wanted to go gym, but decide to have shaved ice first..*big smiles*

walked through Limbang Park, met my ex, Amali..

well, talked for less than 10 minutes and went off..

he waved and i waved back...

[ FAST FORWARD ]

had shaved ice and window-shopped around Yew Tee Point..

the only shop we stayed for a long time was, Comic's Connection..

for what? K-Pop of course!

[ FAST FORWARD ]

at gym, it was soo packed! around 1555..

i felt very very awkward, with guys having their eyes on me..*shivers*

eventhough it always happens, i still feel uncomfortable..

so, i stick close to Syah, for "protection"..

around 4.35pm, Araf smsed me to meet, for his capo..

gave him the capo and headed back to gym..

around 5.25pm, walked back towards my crib, stopped at 7-11 for drinks..

pei Syah at bus-stop until the bus came, laughing all the way..

talking about, what happen if we were selected to audition at Korea..*laughs*

continued until she reached her crib, through sms..

[ FAST FORWARD ]

skipped dinner and watched tv until felt like sleeping..

and now, finally, using the computer..

well, hope i won't stay up that late, like yesterday..

thought of going to Myratopia after calling with joel, around 2++am..

but, Casper continued to sms me..

until around 2.20am, i dozed off..

okay, currently smsing Joel..

goodnyte sweetlings..

vesak day.

2010-05-29T18:08:00.002+08:00

" titled : Shrek Forever After "

hello ogres.

currently watching Bigbang's MV and lyrics..

well, nothing much today..

slacked at crib while siblings go religious class..

and ya, Mummy cooking prawn oats..*smiles*

anyway, let me tell you about my outing on Vesak Day, okay?

YESTERDAY

woke up around 10++am..wacthed tv and stuffs..

Daddy wanted to go swimming..but, the weather changed..*sad*

we took turns deciding on what to do, so, i suggest we watch a movie..

everyone agreed to watch Shrek Forver After.*big smiles*

around 7++pm, headed to Jurong Point and booked our movie seats, at 11.35pm..

so, had dinner and desserts..yummy-licious!

window-shopped here and there..

i was upset cause we did'nt go to Uncle Ozzie and Auntie Sara's crib..

so, i could'nt meet Naditya, their new-born baby..*cries*

i don't know why, i loved him alot, already..

headed to arcade, and played a few games..

i thought it was already 11++pm or someting..

it was not even 11pm yet! so, browsed all the games..*dreads*

finally, due to my anxiety, we went in the theater earlier..

[ FAST FORWARD ]

throughout the movie, i smsed Joel..*smiles*

well, i knew he was tired, but he just won't go to sleep..cute ryte?

missed his " kentang " face..*laughs*

[ FAST FORWARD ]

movie ended around 1.03am..

dreaded to the car, and 15 minutes later, we reached crib..

and Joel slept already, i think...*wonders*

i guese that's all..

hmms, having a date with Paikia on Monday, after chemistry IP..

ouh ya, what time does it ends?

ogres are nice creatures..

big bang addict.

2010-05-27T19:09:00.002+08:00

" my addiction "

" last day of school. "

Hello addictions.

currently reading the bigbang's bio's and stuffs.

i meant, it's soo fascinating..

and ya, i finished watching their 10-episode documentary..*smiles*

anyway, today, nothing much as school ended for the term..

holidays starts, including assignments and shits..

gonna tackle them soon..

[ YESTERDAY ]

since it was the last day of school, i brought my baby, vintage, to school..

there were six of us, in total, who brought guitars..

and we jammed, throughout the day..fun-zay!

then, during PE, played badminton and then bounced the big ball and basketball.

after PE, my face hurts, soo badly..so, smsed Mummy..

she told me to see the doctor, so i did..

[ FAST FORWARD ]

before heading back to school, went crib to get some money cause i left my wallet in class.

bought two lollies, supposingly for Joel and Paikia, since they want it..

headed back to school, my forehead burning!*cries*

reached class, they were just arranging the furnitures, so i sat down.
gave one lolli to Paikia, and searched for Joel..

he was sitting in front, i wondered if he even noticed that i was searching for him..

i don't know why, my mood dropped..until dismissal..

wanted to say goodbye to Joel, but could'nt find him..*more sad*

then, walked with Paikia to crib..

my heart felt soo empty, Paikia went to meet Amalina while i rest at crib..

finally, i decided not to go out w her and smsed her that i've got no mood..

she came to my crib and asked why, i just said i was tired..

i was actually very very down..

went to Lot 1 and she treat me lunch..*big smiles*

ate Ban Mian, she got addicted to it, because of me..

talked and talked, Nana and Lish joined for a while..

window-shopped here and there..that's when i saw this adorable baby sylvester!

asked Paikia to take a picture, it was soo cute, seriously..

went to pet shop at basement, where Paikia ACCIDENTLY touch a pig's ear..*laughs*

head to Kiddy Palace, baby's section and brought soem baby food, we just love them!

back to my crib to watch Bandslam..while eating the babyfood..yummy-zay!

[ FAST FORWARD ]

at night, Daddy talked to me about my poor results, i cried badly..

smsed Joel, but, he was tired..

[ ouh ya, thank you Jamus for cheering me up the last two days. ]

i guese that's all?

my question today..

why do guys leave me when i open my heart to them?

crib crib crib..

2010-05-23T18:44:00.002+08:00

hello tv, psp and comfy bed..

currently waiting for maid to get my spaghetti ready..yummy-zay!

i'm soo hungary..*sad*

anyway, today, woke up around 1pm..by Daddy's " surprise "..

he shocked me to death! then i cry..*looks down*

Daddy comfort me and giave me a kiss..but i continued to cry..*laughs*

had breakfast, Mumm and Daddy went off to market..

first time i never go! cause need to help Sister finish her artwork..

[ FAST FORWARD ]

got engrossed in her work that i did'nt realise i was the one doing it..

well, my hard work did paid off! *claps*

then, pom pomed and prayed..then, i cried cause of something..

a few minutes later sms Joel, Aisyah and Nurin..

well, someone's in big surprise tomorrow..*eyebrows up and down*

okay, i want eat spaghetti yum yum..

toodles noodles! *big smiles*

i love you.

mayday outing with family.

2010-05-22T23:44:00.003+08:00

Hello balloons and prizes.
currently downloading more of Bigbag's songs..*big smiles*
anyway, let's talk about my day, okay?
woke up at 9am, snoozed my alarm ad went back to la la land..
then, around 11am, woke up again, ate breakfast and watch tv.
around 2++pm, whole family got ready to and headed to downtown east.
reached around 4.15pm, walked to D-Marquee.
while Sister and Brother lined up for this shooting game.
me, Mummy and Daddy played guese-the-song-title-game..
and got 3 free ice-bumper-car ride tickets..*claps*
so, played the sooting game, it was fun-zay!
well, i just stayed behind the walls, and died 3 times..
why? i was using cannon..as in, i must reload everytime i shoot..
Brother and Sister were using machine guns..not fair..*pouts*
overall, it reminded me of Blackshot, but its 3D..
had late lunch at foodcourt, together with desserts..yummy-zay!
dragged to Escape Theme Park, it was 6++pm..
well, it's been a long time since i went there..which was when i'm 6 years old?
not much difference though..i think it got smaller..
1stly, Mummy and Daddy dragged us into the haunted crib..
Brother was covering his ears, eyes and holding to Mummy..
while Sister was holding to Daddy, i walked in between them..
got very very scared and hold Mummy's hand, it did'nt help a single bit!
i ran to Daddy, and hugged him..well, he is the man of our family..
then trailed around the crib, passing disgusting fake-dead-bodies..
suddenly, there's this one corner which was dark,when we walked pass, a ghost came out!
i screamed superbly loud and could'nt move..
Daddy just dragged me until the " EXIT " ..and i was like, phew!
[ FAST FORWARD ]
played Carnival Games and stuffs.
lined up for water-bumper-boat, for like, 30 minutes?
in the end, got terribly wet..my scarf, shirt and pants..
shivered all the way to the Mall..
walked here and there, then to the ice-bumper-car..
it was under maintenance, in 10 minutes..
while waiting, tried the 2-seater megacoaster?
the one, where you seat and the big screen inf ront and your seat will move?
LOL..Daddy and Brother tried the Grandprix while Sister and Me tried the Superstition.
ghost again? regret, regret, regret...
well, it was fun though..*crook smile*
then, played bumper car as a family, it was coolio-zay!
well, it's controled by wind, on ice! *gasps*
it lasted 7mins and cost $5 per person..cheap ryte?
so, walked to carpark and i don't know where we headed cause i was sleeping..
until reached crib, i woke up..ate late dinner, 30 minutes ago?
and now, blogging while talking to Joel..
he wat's to play Blackshot with me..
sigh, i wonder when i can have FULL FREEDOM of computer..
nevermind..it's called life

JUST FORGET ABOUT ME, DUDE.

slacking day in school..

2010-05-21T20:22:00.006+08:00

Hello peeps.

currently watching tv and downloading songs.bigbang's songs of course..*smiles*

anyway, school was great today..although i came late, saw the NPCC's presentation.

when entered the class, i was shocked to see only 1/4 of the class present..

had experiments during Chemistry..it was fun-zay with Mairah.

pang Joel along the way cause he did alone.Jeremy and Wei Ming did shits.

so, during Math, went to Tiara's class, where she revealed my worst weakness..*sad*

Miss Thng's class and Miss Vanitha's were combined, to watch Avatar.

well, i kinda got sleepy, and slept..Nyehehe.

Geography was normal, 15 mins of briefing and early recess..

after recess, it was all slackings! with Joel, Mairah, Syakirah, Syah, Faizah and Yaasin.

firstly, played hand games, Vampire and ABC with Aisyah..

got interrupted by Yaasin while Syakirah and Mairah were enjoying themselves..

then, played scissors-paper-stone-sort-of-hitting-game.

Aisyah challenged Yaasin while i challenged Joel..

well, his palms were sweaty, but i sort of hit him too hard..dui bu qi Joel

then, i VS Yaasin, i almost cried.then, everyone bullied me! by my weakness..*cries*

i was trying to be strong but, its called weakness, ryte?

played Heart-Attack with Yaasin, Syah, Joel and Faizah..

my hand was half blued-blacked, so, i tried my best not to get hit..

Joel dear protected me, cause my hands were always under his, and he did'nt move..

i was touched, yup..

played laughingSLASHno-scolding-vulgar game..

they bullied me, but ended up laughing themselves..bodoh

after school accompanied Syah to canteen, she has NPCC SYF training.

talked here and there with Joel and Jack at canteen..then they went off..

5 minutes later, i went of to gym with, accompanied by Jack Lee..*big smiles*

well, i was alone and he just taped me and walked with me until the complex..

talking about school and education..

[ FAST FORWARD ]

worked out, Paikia bought green tea! *wide smile*

around 3.32pm, went to my crib and ate late lunch..

played computer, found this Asylum 626, it was superbly scary!

Paikia cried when we played hotel 626,i was laughing and it was her idea to play it.

i cheered her up by showing her funny videos..

i was soo kanchiong-ing that i typed outube.com..

and BAM ! porn web came out..we were like " AHHHHH ! ! " ..

i shut the web and looked at Paikia who was crying more while i was stunned.

we looked as if we saw a ghost dancing..

then i re-typed, y-o-u-t-u-b-e..watched Avatar deleted scenes..

laugh our asses off!

watched Naruto, i ACCIDENTLY got her hook to it..

well, i got people hooked up on stuffs, its just me..

tomorrow going WWW. Wild de Wild de Wet..*cheers* good part..

bad part, no school..gonna miss the rest..especially Joel's funny face..

gonna pick up Daddy at airport..

okay, i shall end here.

FARKED UP LA !

excursion to Changi Naval Base.

2010-05-20T23:20:00.002+08:00

" Navy Open House "

Hello ships and submarines..

currently looking at the Navy Open House photos the geeks took.

well, basically, had a Fieldtrip to Changi Naval Base.it was superbly cool!

well, before that, had class as usual, until 1150am..

headed to Changi around 12++pm in SMRT Buses provided by the Navy, very chaotic!

i meant, everyone was sitting randomly all over the bus..i sat wih Aisyah..

around 1++pm, reached the Naval base and had long qeeues here and there.

1stly, lined up for LAX..saw alot of International Toiilet Education students..

then, headed to the ships, and had to qeeue up again, for about 30 mins..

we all camwhored to pass the time..it was freaking hot!

took pictures with Paikia, Aisyah, Casper, Irfan and more..

finally, quarter of us got to go up to the ship..it was soo exciting! and very scary..

so, i hold on to Joel for support..i know i'm weird..

i was very scared to get pushed while the guide explained to us about the ship..

we even got to try the lazer gun..*big smiles*

anyway, we all support Miss Low and Mdm Chithira to try the gun..

Marcus even said,

" Mdm Chithira! if you shoot the thing hor, i will pay attention in your lesson! "

Joel said, " If you get it, we will arrange our tables and chairs in order everyday! "

too bad she missed..kwang kwang kwang..

well, i nearly fainted for a while after seeing CG's hand bleeding..*shivers*

Ketot and Mdm Chithira brought me to the shelter, i was like in daze..

and kept saying, " blood, blooood, blooood, "

a few minutes later, caught up with the others and headed seperate ways..

me, Ketot, Aisyah, Jeremy, Yaasin and Joel were walking together at first..

walked different ways after the first carnival station..

then, met up again at the WII Station..

i laughed my ass off watching Jeremy and Joel playing 100-pin bowling..

seriously, joel anyhow swing the controller and he striked..*laughs*

then, played 3-pointer basketball..took turns since there was only 2 controllers..

then, met up at the same place by 5pm, as our mentors had told us..

we were delayed by CG, Marcus and Sylvestor..

ended up the only NA class there..the rest were on their way home..

around 5.40pm, after taking class phto, queued up..again, for the bus..

followed anxiously, all looking so tired but had smiles on..

we kept each other enteretained while waiting..

well, i was bullied by Yaasin and Jeremy while Joel made me laugh..*big smiles*

Ketot kenna bully by the ITE guy..she called me cause i was at the front.

i went to her, stared at the ITE guy, then he was like, smiling..

stupid or what? then, he when back to his friends..*shivers*

they looked like those despos which i hated soo much..

7.04pm, our bus arrived.we were like, FINALLY ! rushed to fill up the bus..
sat with Joel this time, then, listened to his cell songs while watching him play my psp..

i was trying my best not sleep and throw up at the same time..

but when i looked away, i looked back at the screen..

then, i wore my hoodie to avoid cold sweat..i was really felling sick..

[ FAST FOWARD ]

the bus driver turned out the lights..it was coolio-zay! well, i was scared at first though..

i tried to play the psp when Joel passed to me, i was very giddy..

luckily reaching school soon..so, i just lean on the window..

reached school, i got farked up..then said goodbye to Irfan and cliques..

then walked with Paikia and Amalina..

reached crib..felt like vegetable..

pom pom, ate and fought with Brother, sigh..and finally use the computer..

i guese that's all, goodnights!

picking up Daddy from airport tomorrow..at 12 midnight..

FORGET ABOUT ME, DUDE.

my type of guy?

2010-05-19T19:48:00.003+08:00

" albatross.. "

Hello sunshines..

lately, i've been thinking..what is my type of an ideal guy?

well, not only that, alot have been asking me too..

like, " Myra, what kind of guys you like? "etc, etc, etc .. here's my answer..

1. i like guys who's a gentleman..

2. a guy who knows how to cheer me up, entertain me and make me happy.

3. a guy who dose not smoke..please

4. a guy who cares about studies and educations.

5. a true guy who really cares about me.

6. a guy who's always there when i need an listening ear, a shoulder to cry on.

7. a guy who can atleast play an instrument, especially piano.

8. can sing..it really touches my heart when a guy sing to me..

9. what do i look for? the heart.

10. honesty is the key to long last relationship.

okay, there you have it..

now, watching Zack&Cody and listening to koe wo kikasete by Bigbang..*melts*

it made me go gaga! *laughs*

i LOVE taeyang deeply..

anyway, school was school..

slacked all day..well, slept in two periods of Math..went through Malay paper..

then, played guitar at 3H cause PE was a free period..

after recess, went through English paper..

had 2 free periods of physics, and there was no relief teacher during the 2nd period.woots!

so, Joel, Yaasin, Aisyah, Jeremy and me was laughing our asses off.

kenna scolded 2 times by Miss Farizah cause of our noise level..

2nd period, turned out almost all the lights and the back door..

watched videos and took photos..

i kept on putting my hoodie on Joel..he looked so cute! *big smiles*

after school, wwalked to Limbang with them and Paikia..

halfway, stopped near the minimart and looked at 3 adorable kittens..

i carried one and it kept crawling all over me..

plus, i was wearing PE shirt, so it was easy for it to hung on..

i don't know why, i never got scratched by a cat or kitten before..

Paikia kenna scratch, ouchy!

headed to Limbang with Yaasin and Joel..

me and Paikia went in the Takara Pet Shop while they buy their sweetalks..

there was a german shepherds' dog..*screams*

felt like want to touch it but it was in the grooming room..

well, i still prefer Pinky, Joel's dog..miss her though..

headed our seperate ways, Paikia and me ate Magnum..

everywhere she went, its like she's carrying an IPhone, imeant..

everyone was like, " wow! Magnum Gold sey ! " .. awkward..

[ FAST FOWARD ]

Syah went to my crib after her A-Math to slack..

played KaraokeParty, and took turns to sing..

meanwhile i pom pom-ed and polish Mummy's bowling ball.

around 5.28pm..headed to school with Tiara and her boify and Hakim..

[ FAST FOWARD ]

supposed to follow Mummy to the bowling alley, but she went off first..=.="

reached crib, ate dinner at 7pm..

and until now, using computer and replaying this song over and over again..

i'm not threatened by you.

taeyang dear!

2010-05-18T19:20:00.002+08:00

" birthday boy "

Hello taeyang lovers.

currently looking at Taeyang's Birthday photos..

its soo fun-zay! the cake and all..

anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TAEYANG!

saranghaeyo !

really want him to come to Singapore..*wonders*

so, school was school..

got ALL the results..*looks down*

easy saying, i failed ALL except for Malay and d&t..

sigh..i've never did that bad before..

the maximum number of subjects i usually would fail, is only one..

i cried alot in class..cried on Paikia's shoulder..

then, i don't know why, i got soo angry..

but, kor Irfan cheered me up..with his adorably sad face..*laughs*

after school, headed to gym with Tiara, Syah and Paikia..

send Tiara to bus-stop and headed to gym..

[ FAST FORWARD ]

worked out soo much while smsing Joel..

he was very moody cause of his results, tried to cheer him up, failed..

Syah told me to relax cause i got upset.

until 3++pm..i forgot that i was suppose to hand in Design Journal..

i was like..ohhmegosh!

went to Limbang and then to my crib..

made Subway's and got crazy in my purple crib..

Paikia took a video of it..*laughs*

webcamed for a few minutes, then Paikia needed to go..

so, send her to the staircase while ma and Syah headed to school to send the DJ's.

around 6++pm, saw Guan Guan and Kamho..

followed by Si Xian, Shi Min and Pei Ling..

Miss Ng was about to go out, she said, don't worry, i'll mark it tomorrow..

then, walked back to my crib with Yaasin and his basketball mates..

teased him and his friends..as a result, i kenna trip..

damn you !

reached my crib, played hotel 626..

around 645pm, send Syah to the bus stop..

now, i still haven't pom pom..

listening to Bigbang's songs..paying close attention to Taeyang..*melts*

its not too late to buck up..

long re-united bestfriend.

2010-05-17T21:46:00.002+08:00

Hello bestfriends.
currently eating baby strawberries..
yum yum!
you know how much i LOVE strawberries!
especially dunked with chocolate..*licks lips*
everytime when we're at picnic.CONFIRM Mummy will buy for me^^
so, anyway, school was fun-zay! cause we had Coach Earnest for our Leadership Workshop.
he was superbly coolio-zay.
had fun soo fun..okay, don't know what i saying..
before that, got back d&t and humanities' results..
one word to describe.." upsetting ", i nearly cried..
but, told myself.." Myra, can you atleast don't cry for these year's results? "
why? cause EVERY year, i cried, badly..
well, now, all the results i received so far, all FAILED..
[ FAST FORWARD ]
after school, slacked with Aisyah at my crib..
firstly, watched BOHSIA, translation, SLUTS..
a Malaysian Drama..a very " night life " movie.
so, watched it, then, Daddy came home..
me, Aisyah and Brother send him until the carpark, he's going to Phillipines, again..
so, after the movie, around 6++pm, played Hotel626..*shivers*
our photo was bloody funny-zay!
then, listened to Korean music and webcamed like char bo..
you know, i did'nt expect us to be close like we used to be..
in primary school..when we first met, primary 1, soo young and naive..
and very very playful? no doubt..
webcamed and changed music everytime it ends, until 7++pm..
send her to the lift lobby and i went to pom pom..*big smiles*
now, stucked at lappy..*laughs*

1 more day to Taeyang-baby's birthday.

2010-05-17T00:01:00.001+08:00

I MISS YOU.

love taeyang..*smiles*

fun with games?

2010-05-14T22:06:00.002+08:00

Hello shooters.

currently waiting for Daddy to come home..

for blackshot..*laughs*

yesterday, waited for Jeremy to play, but he went to sleep.

anyway, i'm trying my best not to get addicted to that game..*smiles*

which i think i'm gonna fail..

so, yesterday, school was, boring..

with talks and presentations, about self-awareness, fieldtrips and promotions.

well, the promoting to sec 5 talk really crept the hell out of me..

seriously, anyone of us coyuld end up in ITE..yikes!

must really buck up on my studies..

after the talks, went back to class as per normal timetable..

in my case, its English.

so, Mdm Chithira gave out the bad-to-worst-English-paper..

it was quite surprising..

well, atleast we all did our best..

after dismissal, when to MacD with Paikia and Amalina..

then, went back to my crib, changed and headed to Joel's crib..

he did'nt came to school, so, i took some notifications for him..

taught me how to play Balckshot..i find it very easy..

watched PCK as it was raining..to drizzling and to raining again..

i got very sleepy, and tried my best to stay awake..*laughs*

around 4pm, walked back to my crib..in the rain..

Mummy went home and said.." did you walk in the rain?! "

i just nodded..too sleepy to reply..

pom pomed and ate lunch, played Xbox with Brother..

then, decided to download Blackshot, cause i could'nt wait any longer to play it..

[ FAST FORWARD ]

while waiting for it to load, accompanied my maid to the phone booth to call her crib..

i was superbly bored..

smsed Aisyah to call me, but she did'nt..

then, Joel called, instructed me how to download Blackshot..

i was hoping that he can pei me..but i think he was busy..so, we hung up..

then, i waited like hell, under the block..

finally i gave up and went back to my crib..having a terrible mood..

waited for Aisyah or anyone else to sms, but there was none.

emoed throughout the night.

and now, i'm alone at home..Daddy send Brother and Sister to religious class.

Mummy still haven't come back from work..

ooh, she's late alright..

i guese that's all.

hair, please grow faster ):

2010-05-12T21:12:00.003+08:00

" miss my long hair and fringe "

" miss my brown fringe "

Hello brownies and cheesecakes.

currently not in a good mood.

i farking don't know why! *groans*

i've always hated being at this state..

nevermind..

today, 3 people woke me up..at different timings..

firstly, Daddy woke me up at 715am, he thought that i had school as per normal..

740am, Daddy kissed my cheek and headed to work..

..i was awake..and tried to go back to sleep..

then, Mummy woke me up, at 745am..

she shook me through and fro, i was like.." okay, im awake, im awake "

then she headed off to work, she was late..as usual..

so, ended waking up at 801am..

pom pom then got ready..Tiara called..

saying that she and Nurin woke up late..but, Wan was already at MacD..

went to MacD..in search of Wan..found her with the 3NAs.

then, sat at a table, chit chatted while waiting for the rest..

then Mairah and Syaf came..

ate breakfast with Wan..Tiara and Nurin came sooner..

realised that i was the only one wearing kestral..

Nurin & Tiara wore Alba, Syaf & Wan wore Nighthawk, Ketot & Mairah wore Rhino.

then, headed to school while smsing Joel..

saw Sylves wearing Kestral..*laughs*

a BIGBANG coincidence..

[ FAST FORWARD ]

reached IKEA Tampines, and went off seperate ways with Tiara..

it was very chaotic ! espcially at the children's bedrooms..

me and Tiara were pretending that its our house..*laughs*

so, walked here and there..sit here and there..

around 1145am, when to the Cafe..

i was fascinated..it looked a High School's Cafe..

where yu just picked up the things you wanna eat as you walk pass them..

but, decided to buy $1 hotdogs..yummy-zay!

rushed to the meeting place..prepared to be scolded..

but, ended up being the 1st 10 to reach..wth?

so, waited and called the rest..

[ FAST FORWARD ]

in the bus, Yaasin pranked Kenneth using my cell..poor thing..

it was hillarious! Kenneth even called his Mum asking her about the unknown number.

EVERYONE in the bus knows that it was my number..

when he dialed my cell, i place the speaker on Tiara's MP4.*laughs*

then, Kenneth shut his phone when Duncan and Jeremy started to prank him..

so, camwhored with Tiara while listening to Taeyang's songs..*melts*

and ya, smsed Joel too(:

[ FAST FORWARD ]

met Aisyah at CCK Stadium and went to the gym..

it started out soo great..*smiles*

it was almost an hour..when this guy, asked me..in malay..translated..

guy: hi, uhh..my friend in blue wants yor number.can?

me: ouh..*smiles and walks away*

then, because of that, Aisyah lost her mood..

and we went to the restroom to freshen up..

headed to the racks, the guy in blue was standing next to my bag..

i was like, ignore him Myra..then, he asked in malay.

guy: err..what did my friend ask you just now?

me: i don't know..*smiles*..why?

guy: ouh, nothing, *looks at me then to Aisyah and back at me* you look familiar..

me: ouh, really? *thinking*

guy: ya, i've seen you before..

me: ouh, are you in silat? *thought that i should'nt have asked*

guy: no, im from TWSS, ouh, you're in silat..

Aisyah pulled me and walked away and sighs.

she told me that he was just trying to get informations about me..

cause, there was no way that he would see me before..

anyway, walked to minimart..bought drinks.

then walked to Joel's crib to Sylves crib to Yaasin's crib and Jeremy's crib..

talking about how jealous she was when a guy asked for others' people number, not hers.

[ FAST FORWARD ]

when to my crib..watched Bring It On..envying the character's body..

i meant, she has six packs and preety face..*wonders*

well, guesed that's all..

tomorrow having Inter-class games! *big smiles*

i HATE those kind of guys!

whole day in crib.

2010-05-10T16:01:00.002+08:00

Hello yellow.
currently viewing all portfoilio's of the Model Agencies in Singapore..
gosh.really miss working..*cries*
well, i realised after i quit, alot of new faces joined..
like, Diva? Perspectives? Phantom? and Scouts? Agencies..
i asked Mummy if i could join again, but, i don't know if she said yes or no..
hmms, maybe, i should start cracking my brain on searching for my portfolio..
which is lost..where did i put it or i left it at my previous agents? *wonders*
shall ask Mummy later..
anyway, need to tone up my body..just a little bit..
and need to gain a little too..
[ PS: they don't hire skinny models. ]
unlike in America..weird..
so, i jamed a few songs and learn a couple of new ones too..
like? When i look at you? 7 Things? Party In The USA?
all were soo easy..*smiles*
and now, my fingers hurts..especially my pinky..boohoo
well, gonna revise on d&t soon..
understooded-dooded?
oki ! chiaos !

model or singer?

back again..

2010-05-08T23:06:00.002+08:00

" miss those times.. "

Hello sweeties..

it's been a long time since i updated..

well, got caught up with exams..

anyway, it's ending soon! *claps*

left with d&t..^^

so, today slcaked at home..*yawns*

went to gym with Mummy around 5++pm..

walked there..she was already perspiring, how cute Mummy is?

then, did work-outs..she was perspiring so badly!

while i did'nt even broke a sweat..serious!

i guese that's one of the things i'm weird at..*wonders*

only at the sixth work-outs, which is at the threadmill, i started to perspire.

like i said to Mummy, i perspire easily when i run..don't know why..

not even 10 minutes, i've stopped using the threadmill..i got scared..

the person beside me was running at speed of 90!

so, joggedSLASHwalked home while smsing Joel..

and yah, saw him in the bus..

he claimed that he was tired until his phone felt like a dumbell..*laughs*

went home, watched Spy Kids..it was soo coolio!

i know i'm childish..eherm, won't elaborate on that.

well, desperately waiting for MYE results.

must pass pass pass!

[ lol. lines from Adeline Ng Ai Choo ]

good times! from last year.
really really missed them..*sad*

okay, i guese that's all?

wait..let's see what i've did this week..

[ Tuesday ]

had a terrible Social Studies paper..
[Wednesday]

had Math Paper 1 and Geography..

Math was upsetting..Geography was "okay" ..

went to study with Joel, Jeremy and the rest at CCK Library..

revised Math with Joel(:

went back around 7++.

slacked at Mac with Kor Irfan, Casper and Sylvestor.

went home at 8pm.

[ Thursday ]

Math Paper 2 was more dissapointing..

i did'nt complete the paper *cries*

Physics was fine..

then, went to study at CCK Lot 1 again..

Hottest joke was the = blue paint + red paint?

and a student sitting with legs facing us...Jeremy saw " heaven "..*laughs*

went home 7++pm..

[Friday]

Chemistry paper was normal?

then. headed to Lot 1 and met Nurin, Paikia, Tiara and Aisyah.

and ya, ate Honeydew Sago!

then slacked at library..went to Comic's Connection for Bigbang! *screams*

then, Aisyah and me had talks and walks..

while having double chocolate frappe.

about our primary school days..missed them..

and went back to my crib..

now, that's all..^^

--look down--

2010-05-03T19:22:00.001+08:00

S.T.U.D.Y.I.N.G

- tomorrow is Social Studies paper..*groans*

Syasya, Amy and Faiqah Day !

2010-05-02T19:25:00.004+08:00

" SAF : secondary 1 "

" SAF: secondary 2 "

Hello baby.

currently on the phone with Tiara, watching Enchanted..*smiles*

anyways, today's a very special day..

it's S A F 's 2nd Anniversary!
wow, guys..let's make it 3 years alright?

..and then 4 and 5 and soo on..*big smiles*
hmms, let's make a date soon okay?

after exams perhaps?

so, tomorrow there's no school..*sighs*

gonna be stucked at crib..

confirmed plus chop..

later going to airport, picking up Daddy..

well, that helps in calming me down.." very "..

i wished that i don't need to follow..*groans*

plus, i have'nt got started in memorizing my SS notes!

need to focus really hard..*tears*

wait, i squint my eyes so tight that i cried..*laughs*

Nyetnyet!

wish me luck for MYE, really need it..

okay, that's all i have for today..

to Muthu farker, please stay away from Tiara..*points finger*

pain and suffering.

2010-05-01T17:49:00.005+08:00

Hello problems.
currently fbing and having PMS cramps! *groans*
guese what? i woke up at 7.27am due to pain..
could'nt sleep.
could'nt walk.
could'nt eat.
grrr. i hate it..
then i " crawled " outside and sat on the couch..
cause i could'nt get a perfect position to sleep..damn it..
watched Fat Albert with brother.
slept every 10 minutes after the show..
sleep-groan-woke up, sleep-groan-woke up..and it continues..
finally, Mummy woke up and gave me pain killers..
and that was all i needed..
then, slept for 1 hour and pom pom..and ate lunch..
Mummy went to the salon today..to get her hair a brand new look..
she said, it was a revenge towards Daddy..*controlling tears in my eyes*
i don't want anything to happen..
Daddy is coming home tomorrow..
Mummy is still deciding on picking him up or not..*sighs*
tomorrow, i would have to ask my siblings to sleep early..
so that Mummy have privacy to confront Daddy..*fails to control tears*
i hope, everything will be okay after tomorrow..
i still have not studied..
i just could'nt..*cries*
thinking about what's worse..my family, my poor younger siblings..my life
yesterday, Joel called around 12+, i was lying on my bed, crying..
he said that i must be mentally prepared..
but, i just could'nt be..i'm not ready..
why now? why?!
i guese its fated..
currently, everyone is shouting at each other..the 3 of us..
if Mummy or Daddy was here, we surely get scolded..
and, all of us are shouting, very loud..
it just hurts me..soo much..
why are my family bonds soo far apart?
even worse, just now, Aliah and Shafiq fought badly..
Aliah was holding a fork while Shafiq took out a knife..
not a penknife..a big knife..
and i shouted..

" GO KILL EACH OTHER IF YOU GUYS DON'T LOVE EACH OTHER ! "

and both of them did their own stuffs, while i just, sighsss...

got to go..Daddy's online..keeping lookouts about him..

if it happens, i can't do anything about it, except to watch and feel..

another day went wrong at the end.

2010-04-30T21:18:00.001+08:00

" twilight saga- eclipse "

hey.
im currently fbing and feeling down.really down..
today, school was okay.i had to put on a smile..
as usual, Friday's are the best cause' it was fast.
after bell rang, stayed in class for Physics IP.*dreading*
when it ended, headed to bus-stop with Tiara, to send her.then, headed to MacD..
don't know what was my motive.
met my juniors and seniors..and slacked for less then 10 minutes.
headed to crib, watched tv.when it was 2++pm, quicky pom pom and got ready.
for? studying with Joel, Yaasin, Jeremy and Syakirah, at CCK library..
Amani wanted to tag along, so, met her and waited for Joel at 307 bus-stop..
i still admit that i hate public transport..*sighs*
reached Lot1, headed to library, none of the names mentioned was there..*wonders*
took turns to ring everyone..all claimed that they're " coming "..
we waited outside the library like 3 idiots.from 3.15 to 4pm.
that's when Jeremy, Yaasina and Sylvestor came..*big smiles*
Joel and me interrogate them up and down..tehy say they're late because,
Yaasin was waiting for Jeremy, who was bathing..
Jeremy was all set, then rang Yaasin's crib..Yaasin said he was waiting for Sylvestor, who was bathing..*laughs*
then, Jeremy said Yaasin was stoopid..they could have wait for Sylves under his block..
and Yaasin said, ouh ya..
that muthu babi..or malay pork..*laughs*
so, they ended up blaming everything on Sylves..
which ALWAYS happens..
anyway, went into the library and settled at the circle place, children's section..
a few minutes later, Paikia and Nurin joined.
less then half an hour later, we wnet for girls' snacks break..
came back, everyone was in a different position..
sat beside Joel and continued to study while listening to songs with him..
Jeremy and the rest kept bullshitting that we're flirting..
seriously, next time, don't study with Jeremy, won't study de.more laughter!
and it was my first time seeing Sylves studying, for real(:
[ FAST FORWARD]
Nurin went back to her crib while Sylves went to meet Casper, to study at limbang Mac.
im left with the horny jokers..
tried very hard not to laugh my ass out!
had a " photography session " where Jeremy and Yaasin were desperados..
taking my pictures with Joel.*smirks*
headed to Food Culture cause they wanna eat, and Nurin joined us there..
finally decided not to study at Limbang Mac cause the " CLIQUES " are there..
feel soo extravaganzaa-ed..
Yaasin went for his religious class, Nurin walked to her crib
while Joel and Jeremy walked home with me..*smiles*
basically, the two J's walked superbly fast and " left " me behind..soo evil..*sad*
well, got a little bit playfullish..*laughs*
went to Limbang and returned Sylves notes to Casper, who labled me as " Pajamas Girl " again..
went to Sweetalk, and headed our seperate ways..
that was'nt the end, it was 7.20pm, at the traffic light, CG appeared and asked..
" Myra, never wear your pajamas to MacD tonight? ", and i was like " uhh...no !"
reached crib 2 minutes later..and Mummy spoils my mood..
she showed me pictures of Daddy at, pubs and parties..
Mummy was totally hurt, i can see..
i wanted to cry but, could'nt bear to, especially infront of Mummy..*cries*
she send Daddy a confrontational message by FB..
i cried in my heart..really did..
but, the person whose hurt the most, is Mummy..
she haven't taken dinner for three consecutive days..
i did'nt took dinner for two days..and, i could'nt absorb anything i studied..
what's worse? i did'nt studied anything just now..in the library..*tears*

i need to hide and cry now..

broken family.

2010-04-29T21:09:00.003+08:00

" family, very happy "

HELLO SADNESS.

currently facebooking and blogging.

nothing much to do.

my mind is soo freaked up and down.

i'm trying my farking best to toggle between studies and life.

but i just could'nt.*cries*

today, i have been soo emotional..

and that's soo unlike me.

i cried a few times..the only major cries i did was during Math period..

i cried in Pai's arms..was glad to..

Pai comforted me in the restroom..

headed back to class when i was okay..

seriosuly, i hated being emotional..just bloody hate it.

alot of people tried to cheer me up..

Aisyah, Casper, Jeremy, Ketot, Joel, Paikia, Irfan and others.

i appreciate it guys..*smiles*

sigh, now..im lost, and have no clue on what to do..

so, after school, chased after Tiara..accidently left Joel alone..

soo sorry darling..

then, found Tiara at the block beside school..she was crying badly..

i comforted her and tried to ask why..

but she ended up crying more..felt soo sad for her..

soon, her boify came, and took her for a private talk..

me, Paikia, Araf, Syakirah and Ketot slacked around..

listened to BigBang, which totally soothe the mood^^

and it was almost half and hour later they had talked..

we decided to check them out..

BUT, when we got nearer to them..[ behind a wall ]

Tiara was screaming and hitting the stools and staming her feet. *shocked and worried*

everytime she screams, my heart just hurt..

we were like..what the fark?

and started to plan out what to do..which i cannot state it here..

so, it was 2++pm, we decided to interrupt them due to curfew..

Tiara accidently vomitted while she was crying..

gave her a hug and headed seperate ways.

rang Joel when i got to my crib..cause i felt like crying..

as usual, he cheered me up..*big smiles*

hanged up and i slept the whole evening as it was raining..

woke up, Mummy was yelling about Daddy again..

she suggested to me and brother about going seperate ways..*cries*

brother was'nt paying much attention to it, but i bloody did..

i was soo upset..luckily my youngest sister was'nt at home..

she's too young to understand, pity her..

sigh, i hate my family acting like this.especially when Daddy's not in town.

still in Phillipines..*groans*

Paikia smsed me to go in my room.and i did.

but when i came out, Mummy starts blabbering about Daddy..

could this get any worse? plus, i haven't even study for the rest of MYE.

except for Math..i really need someone to keep me company..

okay, gotta put my siblings to sleep..hopefully, i don't cry tonight.

goodnyte..

no matter what happens, i'm here for you.

down..

2010-04-29T10:32:00.002+08:00

baby am i down, down. down. down, down?

thanks to those who have tried to cheer me(:

love you guys..

MYE finally here..

2010-04-27T21:17:00.004+08:00

" BIG BANG ! *melts* "

HELLO dearies.

currently playing typing maniac and downloading Big Bang's videos..*smiles*

i'm also missing my baby..guitar..which is in the hands of KETOT..

take care of it!

dui bu qi hor cause i haven't been updating these days..

Daddy did'nt allow to use computer..

well, i'm currently disobeying him..very bad..

anyways, MYE started..

means, STUDY STUDY and STUDY..

siansation strikes everytime i start to study..

except for Math..*smiles*

come on..i'm only left with one topic to revise on..graphs..

so, will be covering it soon, i guese?

today, had EL paper 1 and 2..*big smiles*

well, i was labeled as " Pajamas Girl "..and it spread to almost the whole class.

damn you Casper Chew Chang Jun..

before the paper..supposed to surrender our cells.

Paikia, Nurin and me did'nt..and almost got it confiscated..

as 4 teachers, Miss Low, Mdm Chithira, Mr Botak and Ms Ang..

did a pat-down to all of us..i felt like i've been through airport security!

how i've escape? i threw my cell into my pencil bag..luckily it was big..

[ FAST FORWARD ]

went to Joel's crib with Ketot and Paikia..and played with Pinky..his dog..

damn cute sia! and i took pictures of him..

Pinky was so lazy so Paikia and I " jammed " on Joel's piano..

it was BIG FUN ! *big smiles*

then, Joel gave us a "tour" around his house..ad a few photos..

there's one where he was wearing pink! i took a picture of it..he looked soo cute!

Joel..don't blush..

around 4++pm..bussed back to crib..

let's have a recap on what i did..

[ SUNDAY ]

nothing much de..

slacked like veggie..*laughs*

ouh ya..watched Korean Movie..

followed by Chicken Little..

halfway,accompanied Mummy to send Uncle Oz, Unty Sara and Baby Nanda to their crib..

they borrowed our car..casue Uncle Oz just got his driving licence..*claps*

Nanda was cute as ever! too bad he was sleeping..*sad*

smsed Joel the whole trip..

after sending Uncle Oz and Family..

Mummy and I went window-shopping at Jurong Point..

i ate dessert while Mummy had her dinner..

talked about silly stuffs and laughed like nobody's business..

then, stroll here and there..

and finally headed back to crib..

[ MONDAY ]

26 o4 o8..we would have celebrated our 2 years..

ehemm ehemm..

school was normal normal..

i stayed back to finish up my d&t journal for MYE..

there are also interruptions by Irfan and Gang..

ouhya..not forgetting the photography session of Sylvestor and Casper..

who was holding hands..sweet ryte? *giggles*

they left around 3++pm..

nevermind that..

i was SUPPOSED to hand in my Design Journal by 3pm..

but, due to some reasons..i finished later..

with Ketot's help of course!

headed home and slacked..

wanted to play guitar..but lost my pick..

smsed Joel and he said that he was at MacD with Casper and Sylves..

so, went to Basic Point, "wearing pajamas"..

and Joel met me..i can see that he wanted to laugh de..

i don't know how? i finally stepped into MacD..

when actually i die die did not want to..

then Casper ans Sylves were laughing at me..

and Cas kept teasing me..

so, i pinched him..very very hard..

until he bleed..*gasps*

i guese i'm just too strong? *smiles*

then, hanged around for a while..sat with Amani and her siblings and chatted.

and finally headed back to my crib..

wow! this is like the longest post i've ever typed..

I LOVE TAE YANG !

saturday..

2010-04-24T19:46:00.002+08:00

hello ke'ai's..

currently facebooking and watching Cheaper By The Dozen 2..*smiles*

Taylor is soo cute!

but, not as cute as Taeyang^^

anyway, woke up around 8++am..

freshened up and waited for Ketot and Paikia..

around 9++am, they arrived..

9.20am headed to school..for Math IP with Miss V..

reached school, saw Miss V just came out of the taxi..*laughs*

had IP at AVA room..from 930 until 1230..

very fun...*big smiles*

after IP, did a "mission" with Jia Yong, Irfan, Lymn Wei, Shake2 and Sylvestor..

very adventurous..and scary..

cause they had to climb up the second level to go through the third..

objective was to retrieve Shamu's cell from the locked classroom.

so, Lymn Wei had to climb through the window panels..

and they successfully done it..*claps*

played basketball with Indra and Faid after that..

went back and followed Mummy to Lot 1..

saw Lish and Nana..chatted at the escalator..

and went back..Mummy got ready for her dinner..

i want follow..boohoo*sad*

i guese that's all yea?

toodle noodle!

friday ladey...

2010-04-23T19:31:00.003+08:00

HELLO mi hermanas..
currently chatting with Paikia and learning Korean Songs on guitar..
just finished Haru Haru by Taeyang..*smiles*
anyway, school was normalnormal..
Tiara had an ulcer in her mouth..and she was trying her best to talk..
how cute..*laughs*
after school slacked with her at MacD..
then went our seperate ways..
i headed back to my crib..no one to hang with..
Joel called when i stepped into my crib..
wanted to meet him, but i was already slacking badly..
so, ended up chatting with him on the phone..
then, had my own " spa " in my room..*big smiles*
did my Math..and Joel called again..resumed talking to him..
it rained heavily, and the wind was superbly strong..
talked and laughed, talked and laughed..
played computer while bro used lappy..
until now, don't know what to do..
discussing about what to wear tomorrow..
thinking of between skinnies and shorts..
class teeshirt or PE teeshirt..
and plus, playing basketball tomorrow..*jumps up and down*
gosh, haven't ate proper meal since i went back..
gonna eat dinner soon..
Daddy still haven't call..*cries*
missed him soo much..
sigh, mid year starting next week..

OKAY.i want pom pom first^^

my day today..

2010-04-22T22:20:00.003+08:00

" sol-taeyang "

hello bangers..

currently, facebooking, youtubing and chatting with no one..

so, school was full of laughter(:

especially during CE period..

we were discussing about improvements to make the school better..

well, ALOT of hillarious ideas ya'know..

example..milo and coca-cola flavoured water cooler..

[ 10 minutes later ]

okay, currently msging Joel and watching funny videos..*laughs*

after school, send Jia Yong, Haris and all to bus stop..

met Nurin at MacD..and slacked..

reached crib and went to clinic to bring Aliah see doctor..

smsed Casper..

then, headed to MacD and met Nurin..a few minutes of slcaking..

then send her to carpark..and headed back to my crib..

and did Math again^^

okay..now, need to sleep..

Daddy out of town again..to Phillipines..*sadsad*

good night!

사랑해

long day..

2010-04-21T19:43:00.003+08:00

hello great world.
currently facebooking and smsing Joel^^
hmms, school was very weird..in a good kind of way..
MAth was okay, Miss V having IP on saturday.*big smiles*
i just LOVE Math !
[ SKIPPED ]
PE was G R E A T..
played dodgeball with Wan, Faizah, Irfan, JJ, Yaasin, Joel, Sylvest and Duncan..
while ALL the rest took their 2.4km run..
we all aimed at JJ..so poor thing..
followed by Yaasin..
Nyehehe.
i never kena hit sey! only ONCE conincidently..by a soccer ball.*ouch*
how? Yaasin wanted to kick the ball to Irfan, but i was standing at the same direction..
and it hit me..hard..
Wan was aiming for Yaasin while Faizah was aiming for Joel..
not knowing who to support..
i hit both Joel and Yaasin*evil laughs*
then, Marcus and Chuan Guan joined..
well, talked with Irfan during English..
and laughed my ass off during Physics, with Yaasin and Joel..
as what i always said..Joel always made my day!
i don't know why i did it, but, i poured my water on Yaasin and Joel..*laughs*
and i was like..wow?
BUT, after school, Yaasin poured water on me..and i was like..fark?!
then, slacked with Paikia and Ketot..
then, we wandered off to Yaasin's crib..asked for Joel's basketball..
he said it was with Sylvestor..
smsed Sylvestor while walking towards his crib..
turns out that the only basketball he's holding was Jia Yong's..
so, went to Joel's crib..and slacked with him..
why you may ask?
they live next to each other(:
starting from Yaasin's crib..one-minute walk was Sylves' crib..
another five-minute walk was Joel's crib..cool huh?
anyway, Joel's dog, Pinky? was damn bloody cute ya'know!
OKAY, then walked with Ketot..and saw Khalish..and went like.." nice hair "
reached crib..and slept on sofa for 10 minutes..
ouhya, i received a postcard from Miss Ng..about how she enjoyed reading my DJ.
teehee(:
plus,i really missed playing basketball..*cries*

MYE coming like lightning..

2010-04-20T21:37:00.005+08:00

" sol taeyang.. "

hello baby..

currently chatting with Paikia, Joel, Sylvestor and Amani..

well, actually, webcamed a while with Pai..*smiles*

so, school was hillariously fun and "boomz" !

Nyehehehe.

the first two lessons, Physics and Social Studies, dreading..

then Math was great!

i got 15/20 for P.Theorum..*cries*

i can get FULL MARKS ya know?

its just that, i did'nt attend IP, due to checkup..

then, i lose 5 marks..like fark sey!

sigh..

anyway, kor Jia Yong said " not bad "..*smiles*

well, better then nothing ryte?

PE was a blast! played captain's ball..

Girls VS Boys..ermms, kor Chuan Guan and Casseper..are "girls"..

i did a lot of errors during the game..

why? cause i was laughing my ass out!

bloody funny! when i laugh laugh, Cas stepped on my shoe..damn kor..

Joel and Sylvestor had great teamwork..*big smiles*

well, i wondered where kor Irfan was..*wonders*

but there's one part where Sylves was having the what-the-hell-look..

so, recess was normal..

and yea, today was IZAISYA's Anniversary, a.k.a Tiara and Silver..

last long you guys!

[ FAST FORWARD ]

after school, slacked at canteen..

and that one period..

i continuously laughed until i got no energy and voice..*laughs*

d&t was fast..hmms, me and kor Jia Yong worked together..

but, too bad, we could'nt complete it..

MUST resume in 3 weeks..cialat!

that would be after MYE..*shivers*

still revising Math, and ONLY Math..what the hell?

after d&t, walked with kor Jia Yong, Haris, Syaf and Ketot..*smiles*

i like the way kor Jia Yong walks..*laughs*

then send them home..

wanted to meet Joel darling..but he got on the bus ready..

so, went to accompany Wan..until the bus came..

a few minutes later..wo hui jia..

i guese that's all ^^

i love TAEYANG ! (:

please don't take my voice away..

2010-04-19T22:40:00.002+08:00

hello hardworkers.
currently msging Joel and chatting with Sylvestor..
and facebooking..*smiles*
well, school was weird..for me..
hmms, Nurin was absent..
Paikia was abnormal today..*wonders*
then, lessons were all dready..
after school, supposed to go jogging with Ketot..
but, ended up slacking with Ketot and Nurin..
walked here and there..
and headed back where we started..
at MacD, same table, same positions..*laughs*
headed home around 3pm..
and i sang and sang while doing Math..
guese what? i'm losing my voice! *cries*
and Brother says i got it from him..
like fark ryte?
don't wanna lose my voice now..*prays*
okay, tomorrow, wearing Rhino with Tiara and Ketot..*big smiles*
i don't know if i look "OK" in red..*wonders more*
and, i'm playing basketball ! *claps*
*yawns*
kinda tired..
goodnight^^

fags or facts?

2010-04-17T15:29:00.003+08:00

hello darlings..

currently smsing Joel and fbing..

sorry i could'nt pei you talk yesterday..

hope your headeache getting better(:

anyway, today, woke up around 11++..

then attacked lappy, and now computer..

so, today thought of playing basketball..but,

my arm still hurts due to alleying..

stucked at home..*sad*

actually, i read Araf's blog and thought,

is he joking?

is he making a fool out of himself? like a clown..

or is he lost? *deep sighs*

look Araf, i've lost one Bro..which is you..

and i don't regret it..

plus, you looked like a bad guy to me, now..

a guy who has attention from everyone..

why? cause he thinks he's cool? cause he smoke?

or isit, he can play guitar soo well..?

or he's jeolous cause Bro Feez used to get a lot of attention then he does, now..

that's whta i've heard..

and facing me, why should i face you?

you started it..again..

and now you're saying that i'm scared? wow. since when i'm scared?

if that's what you think..saying that you hate me behind my back?

did i hate you? no..

but did i confront you when you hated me? no..

now whut? you're saying that you don't wanna lose Bro Hafeez?

think about it, he was'nt the first person to know that you stead with Affia..

he was'nt the first one to know that you have a blog..

BUT, he was the first person who did'nt gave up on you..

you two were ALWAYS there for each other..

until one day, you started smoking, knowing that Bro Hafeez hates it!

and yet, you still do it..

now, you can't bare to lose him?

think about those stupid things you did..

another thing, you can't order people.

who are you? their father? no..right?

so stop acting like you are..

get your facts right..

and Araf, i really meant what i said..

[to Paikia, i was soo mad yesterday, and i know we have to talk things out..

plus, i hope you know how i felt..being alone..

and know where you're at wrong..

i think you should have realised that you've hurt me..

everyday.

but, i believe that by carng for someone..

they would care about you too(: ]

are you my friend?

2010-04-16T22:48:00.002+08:00

hello there.
currently using lappy cause Mummy using computer and smsing Joel Darling..
hmms, school is very fine and, wet?
had lotsa and lotsa laughter..*smiles*
especially when Irfan laughed like "Annoying Orange"..
while CG laughed like "Woody Woodpecker", which JJ said " Donald Duck "..
come on JJ, there's a big difference between those two.
so, after school, packing my bag and stuff..
then realised that i was the only girl inside the class..
then, woke Kor Irfan from sleeping..asked for money..
Joel and me played this "touch cheek" game..*laughs*
i'm soo gonna have my revenge on Monday(:
went out of school alone..don't know where to go..
headed to MacD..sat with Jamus and gang..
[ FAST FORWARD ]
met Bro Hafeez..jalan jalaned with him..since no one else was free..
around 1pm..he got to go..*sad*
i hanged with Paikia and Amalina..
got slightly mad and headed to school..
met Miss Janne..she said she lost my thumbdrive...more pissed..
slacked at library with Shake2..
she cheered me up..*big smiles*
around 2pm, she send me to gate, and i headed to my crib..
Bro Feez messaged me about Araf, i was deciding to cry..
but, thought it was'nt worth it..
seriously, today's-after-school was a disastrous one for me..

[ i felt soo neglected..especially by Paikia..

"Myr, i promise i won't neglect you anymore.."

yeah right..really thought you're a true friend..

but, in reality, you just need me when you don't have anybody else..

*deep sigh* what am i? a toy that you can play with whenever you want?

since the first year we met..you ALWAYS neglect me..

you took me for granted..*cries*

after these 3 years..i was patient..or should i say, TOO PATIENT..

i kept quiet all the time..and whut? you took advantage of it?

and hell yea, i knew you would never appreciate what i've done to you..

cause, you have a girlfriend, Amalina..

her feelings, her face, her voice..

it lightens you up everyday, and you are ALWAYS with her..

its's not that i'm asking you to stick to my ass all the time..

i just want you to concentrate in class, instead of smsing her..

or at least, spend time with ALL your friends..not with just one..

if you lose your friend(s) one day..you'll suffer...]

[ another person that i need to face with an idiot face is., Araf..

well,

you hate me? fine..

you have a grudge on me? fine

and now whut? you want Bro Feez to stay away from me?

what's your problem doom cookie? until i have suffered then you're happy..isit?

if not, just face me lar, or isit, you're scared? *laughs*

come on..i know you very well..

and please..Bro Hafeez is old enough to make his own decisions..

and not obey orders from some doomed-cookied guy whom is lost in his own world..

what a shame.. ]

poor arms..

2010-04-14T23:03:00.002+08:00

hello sunshines..
curerently facebooking with sleepy eyes..
well, what can i say..Mummy's orders to play FarmVille..
school was normal..
had photo-taking! and it was a geekish momentous time!
plus, we were dismissed ryte after taking the photo..
so, Paikia and me went to Mac to get our lunch..
saw Bro Feez and he send us to school(:
headed for Math IP..*claps*
ate while listening to Miss V talking about graphs..
it's always exciting! okay, i know imma geek..
dismissed..and headed to basketball court..
anyway, it hurts to type ya'know..
especially with sore arms..*cries*
due to playing basketball with Benjy, Indra, Faid, Ketot and Cedric..*smiles*
it was fun though..learned how to do alley..*big smiles*
at first, i looked like an idiot..*looks down*
but when i practice and practice, with Faid's help, i did it smoothly..
and im proud..
went my arms started to hurt..headed to Mac with Ketot..
stretching my arms along the way..
and around 530pm..headed home..
now, yawning and yawning..

can't wait for tomorrow's Math Quiz results!

and kor Irfan, you owe Myra $3 le wor..

cause i had a bad day...

2010-04-13T22:11:00.003+08:00

" tear.. "

hello emotions..

currently fb-ing and thinking about my "bad" day today..

why? i shall explain..

school started fine..with Physics..

and as usual, i'll sleep during Social Studies..due to lack of sleep..

[ PAUSED ] cause i badly wanna watched Amzing Race-to Singapore..yesterday..

[ RESUME ]

Math was great! i understood every single thang Miss V taught..

PE was tiring..ran 2.4km today..

my timing was 16minutes..*cries*

well, i did improve in stamina but not in timing..
cause i ran the first round continuosly beofre i stopped cause of stupid cramps..

soo gonna retake it tomorrow..wish me luck okay?*smiles*

then, English was chaotic..*laughs*

Chemistry was fun? cause i sat beside Joel..whom, as usual, made me laugh(:

Malay was "okay"..why? we watched this video about army days during old times..

well, i was half asleep! *snores*

anyway, after Malay, had break, before d&t..

[ FAST FORWARD ]

Tiara and me was soo excited to start our d&t,

and we went there immediately when the bell rang..

then Miss Ng briefed us, and we started working on our base..

i am currently leading..until,

okay..read the story..*points down*

Jia Yong and Amos were scolded for not doing their artefacts,

and Miss Ng demanded Jia Yong to sit outside while she talk to Amos..and he did

so, after i finished cutting my bone-shape acrylic..i started to file it..

Jia Yong came in and sat beside me..and we talked and talked..

THEN, Tiara came and asked why i did'nt peel the paper..covering the acrylic..

and i was like.."ouh ya"..so i gave Jia Yong to peel it for me..

no harm done..

suddenly, out of terror, Miss Ng appeared and shouted..
Miss Ng: " JIA YONG ! who asked you to peel?! "

Tiara, me and the rest there, were startled..

Jia Yong: *blurred*

Miss Ng: " AND YOU! did i told you to peel?! who asked you to talk to him?! "

she screamed at me..and i was shocked..Ketot saw the whole thing..

then, Miss Ng threw my acrylic on the table..Sham got angry..

Jia Yong and Miss Ng argued until the corridor..

Sham ended up fighting with Miss Ng too..he called her chi bai..

a few minutes when they are still shouting..i started to cry..

Ketot tried to talk to me about it while Jamus kept patting my shoulder..

Syariff was like.." relax ah.."

and Mr Low was dancing [ for real ]..to make me laugh..*smiles*

resumed with our work while the commotion outside got louder..

while i was doing my work..Miss Ng came in and shouted at me..again..

Miss Ng: " next time, DON'T talk in class! understand?!"

i just nodded cause i did'nt want her to see me crying..

come on, i actually wanted to apologise when she came in..

instead, she shouted at me more..

and the best thing is, I DID NOT DO ANYTHING WRONG..

she did'nt even tell us not to peel the paper..what the farking hell ?

so, d&t ended..suppose to play basketball, but did'nt have the mood.sorry Ketot..

went for icecream with Ketot and Tiara..

well, what can i say..icecreams cheer you up when you're down?

plus, it rained..so, playing tomorrow..

and hell yeah! tomorrow is class photo-taking^^

don't forget to bring your uniforms and ties!

roses are my favourite..

2010-04-12T17:14:00.002+08:00

" give me one of these, and i'll be happy "

HELLO petals.

currently chatting with Ketot and listening to songs..

well, today is very well-planned..i guese..

hmms, started at schoolgate..

Amani and me were late..so as Sylves, Bryan, Anta and others..

we were afraid to get detention..

suddenly a HUGE GROUP of students came into the gate..

and i was like..hell yeah! in the end..did'nt get detention..*big smiles*

so, with 3 periods of d&t..was great at first..

learned to draw free-hand..

one period later, i was'nt enjoying as i was having cramps..cause i skipped breakfast..

Geography was okay? *wonders*

Physics was as dreadinga as usual..

Chemistry..i sat alone at the back while Paikia bluetoothed some songs to me..

Joel made my day! again..*giggles*

what he did? he stared at me continuosly..

until he cried cause he did'nt blink..

i think it was more then 2 minutes..

until i sprayed water at his eyes as he refused to blink..soo sorry darling(:

Malay was emotional..why?

Botak explained to us about our behaviours towards our parents..

why the sudden topic? well, it was because, Haris' father jus passed away..

during the talk..i cried, and so did Athirah.

[ FAST FORWARD ]

went home, changed, went out to meet Ketot for jogging..

then when i was crossing the road..there's this Cisco van there..

and one of the man inside was waving at me..

i was like..*blurs* thinking if i know him..*laughs*

even when the trafficlight was blinking, i stand in the middle of the road..

just to take a closer look.. in the end..i just walked away..

met Ketot and headed for stadium..under the scorching sun!

jogged 2 rounds..and headed to Limbang to meet Tiara..

had tons and tons of stupid jokes that made us laugh like char bo.

met Tiara, headed to my crib..slacked..

sold Tiara my 1st hair straightener..and she left for her crib as she is working..

Ketot stayed longer while i straightened her hair..and guese what?

she looked so chio! ^.^ a few minutes later, she left..

and i attacked the computer.

Nyehehe.

ouh ya..tomorrow gonna play basketball after d&t..

anyone wanna tag along?

birthdays and birthdays..

2010-04-11T18:06:00.002+08:00

hello cakes and candles.

currently waiting for Mummy to finish using the bathroom..

going Granny's house to celebrate her birthday.

which reminds' me..

Happy Birthday Jeremy!

teehee, that hornykia..plus, my physics teacher..*laughs*

anyway, today, went to Geylang with parents in de morning..

Daddy had to carry me to the bathroom cause i couldnt wake up..*smiles*

come on..i slept at 1++..but Daddy and Mummy slept later..

so, around 11++ reached Geylang..

bought some stuffs..and ate there..

all the while i smsed Joel as he was at Tanjong Katong..*big smiles*

around 2++..

went home and Mummy attacked computer while i attacked lappy..

hmms, maybe after going Granny's house, going kite flying^^

but, must make sure to come back early..

tomorrow have school!

okay..i guese that's all..

take my heart and i'll let you lead the way..

tonight..

2010-04-10T19:39:00.003+08:00

hello lovelies..

currently watching Madagascar on tv.

-using fb and downloading songs.

well, today has been very dry..

woke up around 12+..

ate subway for breakfast..

skipped lunch.

did researched on Amzing Race on lappy..*laughs*

you may ask why?

well, i was just wondering when they came to Singapore.

for the pit stop..

plus..totally a fan of the cowboys, Jet and Cord.*smiles*

they're soo smart and awesome^^

anyway, used lappy the whole afternoon..

even while watching Amzing race on tv..

and now, i've switched to computer cause lappy lagged..

okay..thats all..

later maybe playing kite(:

Mummy and Daddy both sleeping..

tonight, gonna give my all for you..

trust..

2010-04-09T20:12:00.003+08:00

Hello hotstuffs.

currently fbing and trying to cheer myself..

school? Paikia and Casper were absent..

first few lessons before recess..were obviously dreading..

recess was..fine, i guese..

Math..had mini test! i have a good feeling about it..*smiles*

well, its because, EVERYONE had to do a question which i did'nt had to..

and that gives me an advantage..

English was a total rush..with summary..

assembly was..sleepy..

after assembly, Jia Yong, Sylves, Marcus and a few more..

were called out..for gambling..*looks down*

[ won't ellaborate as its personal for them ]

so, went off to MAcD to meet broFeez..

then, both of us searched the whole Limbang for Amani and Company.

met them at block 542..hanged out for a while..

walked here and there..

went to MacD with BroFeez, Amani and Dayah..slacked..

and it rained..

Irfan, Sylves and all came in..*big smiles*

i think they play poker, i think..

took pictures with amani and Dayah, LOVE them..

went the rain stopped, walked home with Yaasin and Wei Hong..

reached home around 330pm..*laughs*

then worked out..perspired like hell..

met Amani, and taught her to play guitar..

send her down to meet the "Black's" [ Yaji and BroFadly] and Araf..

and now, bored, sad..*sighs*

don't lose my trust..

fried chicken wings..

2010-04-08T19:54:00.002+08:00

HELLO.

currently fbing and chatting with Amani and Joel darling..

school? was funny at start..

almost reached school late..

kenna caught for wearing black socks..*laughs*

then, RCP was dreading..

Social Studies was even more dreading..*yawns*

but, could'nt sleep due to Mdm Teo's LOUD voice.

English was superbly bored..

Math was short..tomorrow having mini test..according to Miss V..

CE was great!

we headed to computer lab, to search about our future careers..

exciting manz..

anyway, after school, send Yaasin home..

then headed to MacD, slacked with juniors..

send Dayah and Affia to school, and headed home..

slept the whole afternoon, as there was no one at home..

okay, goodbye! (:

to Casper, get well soon bro..^^

please don't bother me anymore..

2010-04-07T20:56:00.003+08:00

"very very cute baby.."

HELLO babies..

currently making subway, for dinner..and browsing through baby looney tunes..

heehee..all of them are very cute de..

anyway, its been a tiring day!

so, school was great, as usual..especially when i played basketball during PE..

then, during Physics, paper-chatted with Casper..for the first time^^

it was hillarious! *laughs*

after school, headed to interchange with Tiara..

saw the whole group of sec one's and Araf..

and Sylves, Jia Yong, Irfan, Duncan and Sham..

probably buying snacks for Math IP..which i could'nt attend..

due to personal reasons..

so, met Mummy and bro at interchange, headed for HPB..

and got great news! *smiles*

when to Bugis for lunch..and to Arab Street to buy shaul..

in total, bought 20++..

and yah, saw Kak Cha there..missed her soo much!

heehee, i was taller then her, plus, she was cute as always..

then, trained home..and had sore feet due to all the walking..

okay, that's all loonies..

won't stop loving you..

to Ashraf, this is my blog..i can type whatever want, and you can't stop me..

plus, i'm just saying the real..

[ insert adjective ] day..

2010-04-06T21:43:00.003+08:00

" hoops all the way! "

hello.

currently fbing and chatting..*smiles*

today, school was fine..

Physics was bored as always..

Social Sudies..i slept..

when the bell rang..

i was like.."im awake! im awake!"

then, Math was okay..basically, we're the slowest..

cause Miss V didnt come for the whole of last week.due to course..

so, supposingly tomorrow, having make-up lessons for Math..

too bad i can't go..going HPB..*cries*

PE was great! the girls did sit&reach..

i got 45cm! then, played monkey for a while..

with Paikia, Ketot, Wan, Mairah, Maria, Sylves, Yaasin and Irfan..

played truth-or-dare during recess..

i always do dare..

i only do truth when im not hyper..

so, had to say "hi" to Sebastian..*laughs*

anyway, after recess, a few people were emoish..

so, i was going with the flow..LOL

then, Chemistry, i sort of cried..silently..

Pai didnt even notice it, eventhough she was inches beside me..

after a great d&t period..

played basketball with Ketot, Tiara, Syaf, Safwan and Faid..

i'm lovin it! [ remember i tried to say it backwards? ]

well, i shot quarters 3 consecutive times! *claps*

..went home with Tiara around 440pm..

i was like a vegetable when i reached home..

[ fast forwarded ]

saw Joel and we blowed kiss to each other..*big smiles*

now, here, rotting..

Heh.

"Ashraf, get over it..you should be paying attention to your baby.."

get a life..

2010-04-05T21:19:00.002+08:00

hello muffins and cakes..

currently on the phone with Bro Feez..*smiles*

today, having a great day..

plus, it was Malay Oral..and i think i'm gonna fail..

so..i donno why i'm not feeling upset..

anyway, school lessons were a bore..

after school, after oral, it rained..heavily..

so, tagged along with Athirah, Syaf, Ketot and Pai..

it rained quite long, i supposed..

then send Athirah and Syaf to the bridge..

and Ketot and I headed home..

ouh ya, Ketot send me home..thanks babe!

tomorrow PE, wearing Alba and black socks..

Heh.

after school maybe playing basketball, if not raining..

miss playing it..alot..

okay..shafiq blabbering ready..

gotta give in to him..*big smiles*

"i don't regret leaving you..seriously.."

I [hearts] you, S!

gained fats !

2010-04-04T17:08:00.003+08:00

hello.

currently fb-ing..

*yawns* i'm still tired from yesterday..

let's see..went out around 8++pm and met the rest at Kallang,

for dinner..then headed to marina barrage..

it was freezing cold cause' it just stopped raining..

so, all of us were excited to fly our individual kites..

at first, ChoaChuKang's numberONEkite went up first..successfully..

while the ChaiChee's[ Ahcet ] and Simei's [ Shadirah ] kites were under constructions..*smiles*

hardly waiting, the CCK's decided to fly their numberTWOkite..

but then, the wind stopped..*sad*

everyone tried to fly their kites..but it was unsuccessful..

and we waited and waited for the wind..

somehow the wind just comes and goes..

[ FAST FORWARD]

waited until some of us [ me and Ahcet ] started to yawn..

and eventually dragged until 2++am.

due to boredomness, i smsed Slyvestor if he were sleeping..

well, he's the only one i know that would be awake..

but he was'nt, but stll, we smsed for a while until he went back to his dreamland..

soo sorry Sylves..

anyway, on the way home, Daddy drove like a speedracer..

so, from 2++am we reached home at exactly 3am..*laughs*

finally today, i woke up at 1++..bad..

and hopefully Mummy and Daddy not going out..again..

basically, Friday and Saturday we were outside and came home late..

and not to mention, eating what's not needed..i gained again..

and would lose tomorrow..confirmed plus chop..*grins*

okay, that's all sunshines^^

kite flying again..

2010-04-03T17:08:00.002+08:00

yo peeps.
currently watching Amzing Race ^^
hmms, today, going kite flying at night..*smiles*
gonna be great! especially with my usual cliques..
anyway, woke up at 12pm today..bad time..
why? cause i slept at 3++am..
why again? went to JB..
[ RECAP ]
YESTERDAY
went to JB and met up with Ah-Cet and Company..
at Paragon Hotel..^^
had a delicious and appetizing dinner bouffete..
so, headed to Giant and spend on DVDs and Groceries..
and we're off to pump gas..
then, headed home..
along the way, it jammed at the checkpoint..
so watched Alvin and the Chipmunks 2 in the car..
good thang we have a tv..
if not, i think i've slept..dreadingly..

so, today, meeting them again for kite flying..
like i've mention above..
toodles!

rain and more rain..

2010-04-01T20:32:00.002+08:00

hello^^

currently chatting and fbing..

[siansation]

today, school was okay..

started with Social Studies and English..

followed by one period of 5-minutes-3-page-math-test..

then CE..

so, as ya'll know..today is April Fool's Day..

so, during math period..

we planned to prank our 4 mentors..3Geek's and 3Haywire's..

but, it failed..*sad*

then, during CE, did an activity..

[long winded activity cannot cut short]

after school, got English IP..

then, went to Mac with Syakirah, Tiara and Aisyah..

well, actually wanna play basketball with faizah, but it rained..

and supposingly eat Subway with Paikia at Myra'sCafe..

anyway, finished 5 ideas on d&t..*claps*

so, that's all i think..

*smiles*

basketball rocks!

2010-03-31T19:58:00.002+08:00

hello baskets and hoops!^^

currently just carrying Daddy's stuffs..just came home..

so, today, school started with Math..

then, Malay..talked about bigfoot?

then, PE was great !

played captain's ball with a very very big ball..*laughs*

i nearly lose my voice due to shoutings and laughings throughout the match..

anyway, English was dots.

Physics was very emotional..

i was suddenly emo..don't know why..

then, Paikia and Ketot cried..

i comforted Ketot and left Mairah incharge..

while i went to Paikia's need..*smiles*

then, everything was okay..

i was moody..but Joel cheered me up as always..*big smiles*

so, after school, went Lot 1 with Syakirah and Pai to meet Mummy.

then walked back to school together..

then, played guitar with Pai at 3B classroom.

went robotics..as in..go in then come out..'

then, played basketball with Indra, Faid, Pai and Robbie..

then, Pai had to leave while Irfan joined us for a while..

the first half i did'nt get a continuos shot..

but the second, i shot twice from the quarter court when i was laughing..

and it went silent goal..funny ryte?

i was proud..*smiles*

tried half court, but failed..*cries*

then 6++ went home..

and now, my legs are tired and my arms are sore..

whatever it is..BASKETBALL rocks my ass !

i love d&t !

2010-03-30T18:30:00.002+08:00

wey wey.

currently on the phone with Casper.

anyway, went home at 5++pm..

today, Physics then Social Studies and Math.

Math, Miss Vanitha won't be coming to school for 3 days..

PE was great..did standing broad jump..

i got 182..Faizah got 188 and Wan got 195..heehee(:

hmms, Malay was O K A Y.

then d&t was F R E A K I N G F U N !^^

did press-forming..basically, i got the nicest and coolest acrylic!*prouds*

E V E R Y O N E envied over it..*smiles*

so, after school, tag along with Casper and others in canteen.

but ended up with Amalina and others..*laughs*

anyway, thats all i can say..

a long story would be dreadfull..

nevermind..i shall tell you tomorrow..alrights?

such a day !

2010-03-29T15:19:00.002+08:00

hello.

currently facebooking ad listening to songs cause im feeling pissed..

sigh..today's been average for me..

i was'nt cheery at times..plus, Joel was absent..*sad*

but tomorrow he'll be in school..*claps*

i missed him over the weekends..heehee(:

d&t was fun and painful..for me..

cause i accidently cut myself while doing pre-practical..*cries*

anyway, geography was okay..

[skipped recess ]

physics was alright..

i didnt pay attention to Mr Lim..don't understand what he's teaching..

paid attention to Irfan, Marcus and Duncan playing poker instead..*smiles*

..and it dragged to chemistry..only Casper and Jun Jie joined..

malay was..*snores*

then, slacked at class with Pai, CG, JJ, Casper, Irfan, Jia Yong and Sylvestor..

a couple of chinese girls joined..

i was emo for a while..don't know why..

then, headed to my crib with Pai..

before that, stopped at cakeshop to buy 2 eclairs..

saw Ashraf and Feez and rest at MacD..*hurt*

Pai cheered me up..

then, ate at "Myra'sCafe"..

then she went off..

now, pissed with my brother..

thats all babycakes.

truth, lies or facts ?

2010-03-28T19:25:00.002+08:00

hello chocolates and milk.

currently chatting and facebooking..

today, got up at 10++ and did d&t..

bathe and got ready..

went out with whole family, including daddy..

to get Shafiq's spectacles..

weird thing? i cried at the shop upon seeing him wearing spectacles..

why? i don't know, not used to it..plus, he's the first to wear in my family tree..

prefer him to wear contacts..

anyway, went to Food Culture for lunch..

then Daddy drop me, Mummy, Shafiq and Lyah at Sunshine Place..

..and he's off to KL..*sad*

this week, we onlyy see him just now..

so, got Lyah's haircut, went to Lot 1 followed by home..^^

..and [ FAST FOWARDED ]

now, farked up with certain things..

and still are..*sigh*

but certain people just cheer me up..^^

and im glad..

sport's fiesta..

2010-03-27T22:57:00.002+08:00

hello sportsman and sportswomen..

currently fb-ing and chatting with Casper.

actually, i just came home liao..

went to grandmummy's crib and Queensway with family..for fun^^

then, had dinner at Queemsway Macdonalds..Lyah's request..

[ skipped ]

anyway, school was dreading..*snores*

only a few boys turned up..

plus, only 3 of us got sticker [ 5 points ] from running 2.8km..

Casper, me and another person..

that's not all, our dodgeball booth was a disastrous one..*sad*

so, all i did was, sit down, then played dodgeball among ourselves, emoed and danced..

then, after that..i was alone..

walked home with Yaasin, then walked pass MacD..

saw my juniors and BroFeez..

i guese, he doesn't need me anymore..

i mean..he said to one of my juniors that i changed..*cries*

[ not say a few words, but told a story about it ]

so much for caring a bunch huh?

...and this is what i get?

now, it looks like i really have nobody..

at home, watched tv until 5++..

Mummy came home from picking up daddy from airport..

[ Daddy flying off again tomorrow..*sigh* ]

so, suddenly, they were like busting on me..

immediately i felt so useless and farked up..

butt, i just kept to myself..

why? i guese i don't know the answer..

Parent meeting Session..

2010-03-26T15:44:00.003+08:00

[ before ]
hello.
currently at home..slacking..
school was short and simple..
in de morning, went to schoo at 730am with Tiara..late..
got detention..
lessons were okay..and fast..
anyways, had assembly, with 91.3FM[my radio station] DJ's..*smiles*
then, did detention with Tiara and Syakirah tagged along.
we were suppose to go home together..but ended up individually..
so, i was alone..completed detention and went to Class3G..Casper's orders..
saw Tiara with her parents..*smiles*
then, i decided to go home..along the way out..
saw Pai's and Amalina's bags at green table..
walked off home..smsed with Casper..who kept me company the whole day..
now, dreading at home..maybe going school at 4pm..
ParentMeeting at 430pm..
i don't feel worried..
i don't feel scared..
i don't know what i'm feeling..*laughs*
okay..toodles!
[ After ]
hello again..
currently eating sugar crackers..
lost of sugar due to working out..
PTM was great..cause i went to Miss Low instead or Mdm Chuthri..*laughs*
met Irfan, Paikia, Ketot, Yaasin, Faizah and Jeremy, with their parents..
Mummy and Yaasin's Mum were like..
friends-reunited-after-donkey-years..*wonders*
so, toured Mummy the whole school..
and finally went home..*smiles*
tomorrow Sports Fiesta..*big smiles*
3Geek setting up dodgeball!
we would totally bond more this time..*giggles*

haru haru

2010-03-25T23:13:00.002+08:00

mushi mushi..

currenty chatting with Syakirah and Casper..

and watching America's Next Top Model..

sianz le today.

in school, had assembly during RCP.

then Social Studies was okay? i guese..

English..dreading..

and yah, Mdm Chutri labled me as "talkative" now, great..

Math was okay..had class test..

[SKIPPED]

CE period..changed and rearranged class seats..

Tiara said she going home..

so, Syakirah and Pai and me went to buy aa few desserts..

headed to my crib, chit chatted..

[FORWARDED]

i napped on the couch for 3 hours..it felt soo good..*smiles*

woke up..i dunnoe why i browsed the yearbook..

comparing 2ohh8 and 2ohh9 photos..

watched tv and started to get bored..

i danced around my whole living room..LOL

actually, my head still hurts doing the baby freeze[s]..

then, i got upset with Tiara..

sigh..no point saying it..

tomorrow PTM..Daddy's not coming..

that makes me more upset..

dreading day

2010-03-24T22:25:00.002+08:00

greetings..

currently fb-ing, texting Sylves and chatting with Joel..

today very sian lorh.

first started with Math, followed by Malay.

PE was fun and not tiring..the girls played monkey and I D I O T..*laughs*

ps: Irfan did 69 sit ups in a minute! *claps*

too bad Sylves did'nt come, i'm sure he would have beaten Irfan.*smiles*

after recess, got very very moody..

Joel cheered me up as fast as lightning!

appreciate it much^^

then, played laughing game and "don't-talk-or-laugh-game"..

created by Jeremy and Joel..

anyways, after school, had loooonngg talk with Tiara and Syakirah..

then was Scrabble Competition..i got dissapointed with some people..

but i let it go..*big smiles*

went here and there with Syakirah..

[ saw Hafeez and Ashraf at mac ]

headed to school, ended up waiting for Paikia..

went outside school with Syakirah but ended walking home with Pai..

dropped by my crib for more laughter and she was off..

still haven't do my Social Studies..

goodnight.

guitar obssesion..

2010-03-23T21:15:00.002+08:00

' RXS Wave Guitar '

MYRA cried out loud: fark! i want one of these babies badly!

facinating day?

2010-03-23T18:34:00.002+08:00

hello people of earth^^

currently fb-ing..

NO ONE is online..*sad*

still in Alba and shorts..

hmms, came home around 630pm..very tired..

how's school?

it started dreadingly with Physics..

..basically, i was just reading Stich story book..*giggles*

followed by massive Maths..*smiles*

then, PE was dissapointing to me..

the girls' were assigned to do sit ups..

while tomorrow's the boys'..

i ALWAYS do 50+ per minute..

just now, i did 48 only!*cries*

i was upset..but, watched the boys played rough monkey..

in the WHOLE hall! fascinated..

[skipped]

English was always interesting..not about the lesson..

Joel, Yaasin, Jeremy, Sylvestor and me played laughing game..again

Chemistry was O K .

Malay was fast..i guese?

then, went back to class for PPR results..

i wanted to cry upon seeing mine.

but i kept it..*sighs*

after school, had d&t..waited for Miss Ng..

i was laughing like a machine! until Miss Ng did'nt allow me to enter the class..

UNLESS i stop laughing..*laughs*

while doing DJ..Amos and Jamus kept doing hilarious-but-lame magic tricks..

me and Tiara laughed our butts off..

stayed back awhile with Ketot..

went to YT with Amanlina and Ketot..

had heart-to-heart talk all the way there..until we got home..*big smiles*

and now, i'm soo tired, with an aching tummy due to laughing..

Daddy not at home..overseas..again):

school restarts..

2010-03-21T15:47:00.003+08:00

hello.

im currently slackin a home..

raining again..

Uncle Oz and family are here..*smiles*

Untie Sara is going to have another baby boy!

soo excited..*laughs*

yesterday went kite flying at Marina Barrage.

with, cuzzies and clicks..

it was soo fun !

..plus, i now know how to fly a kite..*big smiles*

anyway, went home around 2++..*yawns*

in the morning..around 9, followed Daddy to market..as usual..

i was yawning all the way lorh..

okay, maybe going Giant..for groceries..

toodles^^

school reopening..

ooh, somebody's birthday is tomorrow..

marina barrage..again?

2010-03-19T23:12:00.002+08:00

babycakes!*smiles*

currently bueno-ing and fb-ing..

hmms, today, rot at home..*bores*

..watched Peterpan..*big smiles*

seriously, Jeremy Sumpter is still one of my favourites^^

..well, maybe my top favourite..*laughs*

[ FAST FORWARD ]

tomorrow going kite flying around night time..

at Marina Barrage..

i'm not really sure if i know how to kitefly..*wonders*

okay, my mind is blank..

RANDOM thing i did today?

i front flipped and landed on my back with a loud thud..

and i stand up and laughed..

LOL

sigh, i still could not ocate my camera USB cable..*sighs*

i guese that's all ayye.

zai jian^^

annoying orange.

2010-03-18T13:36:00.002+08:00

wazzup earthlings..

okay, currently having my lunch..

and chatting about random topics with Syakirah and Tiara.

and watching Annoying Orange over and over again..*big smiles*

seriously, you won't get tired watching it..

hmms..school holidays are almost over..

while school is starting soon..

and yea, my peeps and i can start our gerek-ness again!

teehee..totally missed it during the holidays..

so, i guese that's all for now..

bop bop baby!^^

movie !

2010-03-18T00:14:00.002+08:00

hello peeps..

currently chatting and fb-ing..again..

okay, how's my day today?

hmms, at first, it was dreading..

then, in the afternoon, headed to Orchard with family..without the car..

went to Lido, and checked in for Alice In Wonderland..*big smiles*

[ movie rolling ]

okay! then, the bombastic movie ended..

heade around Orchard..for something to eat..*bores*

it was 10++..

[ skipped ]

took train all the way home..

plus, as per normal..my feet was killing me..

sigh, so much of ALWAYS taking the car..*pouts*

that's all i guese..

goodnight! ^^

MYRA

Come back to me..

Suffering. Sighs...

No one else but you, baby.

Cold night.

Lights go on again..

Far away, my love.

*big eyes*

what happen to me?

*jumps to laptop*

dead dead Myra..

getting over it?

get well soon, Myra...

sick sick me..

weird wednesday..

point out my mistakes..

even so, Irfan is the best brother i've ever had^^

final decisions..

back to where I've started..

tag replies..

i ♥ you..

would i survive?

being strong for myself..

unbelievable thoughts.

burdened...

updates.

girls night out!

what's got into me?

back to posting pictures^^

the babbling starts tomorrow..

packed Saturday..

love, scars.

never thought of being an artist..

baker in the crib!

school holidays ending !

finally alive..

computer day..

more than words..

teary eyes..

terribly missing you..

one day trip..

be happy..

packed-unperfect-holiday

vesak day.

big bang addict.

crib crib crib..

mayday outing with family.

slacking day in school..

excursion to Changi Naval Base.

my type of guy?

taeyang dear!

long re-united bestfriend.

fun with games?

hair, please grow faster ):

whole day in crib.

back again..

--look down--

Syasya, Amy and Faiqah Day !

pain and suffering.

another day went wrong at the end.

broken family.

down..

MYE finally here..

saturday..

friday ladey...

my day today..

long day..

MYE coming like lightning..

please don't take my voice away..

fags or facts?

are you my friend?

poor arms..

cause i had a bad day...

roses are my favourite..

birthdays and birthdays..

tonight..

trust..

fried chicken wings..

please don't bother me anymore..

[ insert adjective ] day..

big eyes

jumps to laptop